"So everyone around you died?
- yes. I had to work harder at school and at my part time job but sometimes I just wanted to give it all up, it was too hard and there was no one to encourage me or make me feel better.
- So you tried to kill yourself ?
- No, that's just the beginning.
- What happened next?
- Jaebum came back.
- Really? When was it?
- I don't exactly remember but it was last year.
- What did he say?
- Nothing. I didn't know he was here and when I heard about it he was already gone. I felt like shit.
- Why ?
- No, I didn't feel like shit. It was even worse. I began to think that I should've been the one to disappear and not all of them. People didn't like me. My grandma had to take care of me. My only male friend didn't care about me at all."
