A new life (a blackveilbrides fanfic)

the dress

I put it on and gasped, it looked amazing, I didn’t want to go out of the changing room but I turned around and opened the door, I walked out and hear a click, CC had taken a photo, I shut my eyes, I really looked that funny, I turned around but his hands caught my shoulders spinning me around, tears welled up in my eyes, “does it really look that bad?” I asked, trying to get back into the changing room, he lent in and whispered in my ear “ no , I want to remember how beautiful you look, if your not going to let me buy it for you” I sighed, and asked for his phone, I looked at the picture, I sighed again, this was so unfair, “if you delete it I will have to buy it for you instead” I frowned, breathing deeply, I handed back the phone, and walked into the changing room, I changed out of the dress leaving it on the floor, it was rude but still, I walked right past CC dumping the basket at his feet and walking over to the store exit, I waited for him to pay, staring at him as he handed over a load of notes, I looked away, I didn’t want to wear any of it now, I felt like I owed him even more that I already did, he tapped me on the shoulder and I turned and looked at him my face angry, he looked at me, hurt, then he reached out to my face, I turned and walked out before he could touch me, I was so angry, I walked out towards the stairs, he didn’t follow, good. I went to the top floor and sat in one of the booths, I sat there for ages, hating myself, how much had it all cost, I swore repeatedly under my breath then pulled my knees up to my chin, I sighed and after 10 minutes I got up and looked for one of the guys, just as I was leaving the food court two people put their arms through mine and turned me around, my feet no longer touching the floor and sat me down at a table, Jake and Jinxx sat opposite from me, I looked down. “Where have you been?” “Here” I replied “why did you leave CC?”

I sat there “how’d you know?”

“well he’s not here now, also the text that he sent us asking if we’d seen you!” oh I gasped “I didn’t want him to buy me clothes, I don’t need charity, I don’t need help, I’m just a burden on you guys” I said looking at the floor, “that’s stupid, your not a burden, your helpful and fun and to be honest… we’ve never seen CC so happy, your good for him, don’t you see, you hurt him when you left, he just want to be nice” oh, I didn’t realise, I blushed and looked at them, they smiled then got up and walked away, I got up to follow them but I saw CC exiting the lift and stayed where I was