Morning
I decided to wear a leather jacket to school. It smells like cat piss.... I'm so mad rn. I'm also not feeling happy today... I'm just not in a Christmas spirit.
Afternoon
I'm at lunch. I thought I was gonna be happy. At Seminar I was happy but now I'm just depressed. I'm thinking of so many things and some are triggering me and some just... Idk. All I can say is that I miss something...
Me and Ashlin had a very very deep conversation. It was about what was going on with me and what she was thinking. It was crazy of how deep and important it seemed. I felt like I gave good advice to her and also feel kinda less anxious Cuz I let out what I was really feeling..
Evening
My gma is upset. Makes me upset too..... I stopped crying and she did too. Were watching doctor phil now. Christmas eve is tmmw. I'm not in the holiday spirit.
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My Public Diary
NonfiksiSome days I will write in here of how my days really went. This is a non fiction book. I usually will publish at the end of the day or anytime of the day.
