Morning
It's new years eve. I ain't doing shit. I'm too depressed and upset. I feel my stumach is getting tighter and I can't breath. This situation is getting worse and worse now.... I can't get over this. This one is too strong for me to let go of... Why can't you understand that I'm broken... I'm crying... I'm hurt... I'm torn... Why can't you see that... Someone just.... Help me... I feel like a worthless shit again... Tbh I'm thinking things to the next level, I'm sorry....
I can't believe I'm still not over this... I haven't seen you in a long time and usually I'd get over this person a little bit at least.. But for some fucking reason these feelings aren't going away. They are getting worse and worse... I can't control anything and I can't tey and stop them Cuz all I feel is pain.
Afternoon
Ok so I'm meeting a long distance friend for the first time. I'm on the bus shaking and nervous. I hope this will turn out well.
Omg it turned out perfect!!!
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My Public Diary
Non-FictionSome days I will write in here of how my days really went. This is a non fiction book. I usually will publish at the end of the day or anytime of the day.
