Morning
Its 1:30 AM. I woke up and I don't know why. All I feel is emptiness, depressed, and so blank. I knew my life was taking a turn to misery. I also think I'm going to cry... I have something on my mind..
I just woke up.. A few minutes before my alarm. I get up to use the bathroom and I look back Cuz I noticed something. Blood.....everywhere. I am such an idiot I forgot it was that time of the month. Now I'm going to be more angry... More emotional, more depressed. This is just a great holiday...
Afternoon
I tried being happy today and it was kinda painful. I did it anyway. I went to lunch right away with Megan and we got lunch really early. Then we hung out with dash and star. I'm in class now, feeling sick due to my period, fucking hate life.
Its 8-9th period. Were suppose to be in the auditorium for a play. Me and my friend Hayley and her friend are in the stairwell. We ain't going to that shit. We got caught by the guard and now I might be suspended tmmw if she doesn't like the essay I wrote. Then I need to stay and clean the lunchroom after break. Fuck you. Now I got more stress.
Evening
Drinking tea and eating a sugar cookie... I don't feel okay and I'm still upset...
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My Public Diary
NonfiksiSome days I will write in here of how my days really went. This is a non fiction book. I usually will publish at the end of the day or anytime of the day.
