Morning
It's 3:15 AM. Merry Christmas I guess... I can't really sleep. Not explaining why but 1 thing is I had a cup of really strong coffee.
Its xmas morning and I'm not even bothering to go downstairs. I'm just laying in bed still thinking of all the shit that happened over this past week. Oh my god, I wish I wasn't so depressed on a holiday like this. When I go to my family's house I can't look depressed. I need to look happy. This will be the hardest thing I have to do...
Afternoon
Trying so hard not to be depressed. Trying to start funny conversation's with my friends and listening to music. ITS NOT WORKING FML.
Evening
Its almost dinner and I'm a little better. Maybe I am still the same due too myself thinking of the same thing while still on other things. Its hard to explain. I'm trying not to think of this situation, its so hard not to think about a heartbroken situation. I'm just trying not to look depressed in front of family.
So today I got a wacom tablet AND A LAPTOP! This is the best day ever right now! But .. When I tried setting up the tablet I hit cancel on accident and now I can't get it so work.... WHY! JUST WHYYYYY 😢
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My Public Diary
Non-FictionSome days I will write in here of how my days really went. This is a non fiction book. I usually will publish at the end of the day or anytime of the day.
