Chapter 23

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I walked towards Lisa as I heard the leaves crunching under my feet. I felt a slight chill and kept walking until lisa stopped and looked at a grave. I looked at her with a puzzled face, I shifted my eyes towards the grave and saw my moms name on it. I covered my mouth as tears slowly ran down my face, I tried hard to hold them back but couldn't they fought through and soon I was sitting on the floor remembering what my moms gave had to do with anything. Justin was abusive but I wanna know how I didn't know.

****Flashback*****

 

I walked into the graveyard with roses in my hand poking my skill as I gripped them harder as blood ran down my fists. it was warm and it was cold out so I guess it felt nice. I saw my moms cold pale looking grave and walked towards it. I looked at it for a few seconds before sitting down and placing the flowers in front of me. I always came here, to talk to her. even if she was gone, she wasn't gone.

"Hey mom, I miss you. I wish you were here with me I know you know what ive been doing at least if you can see me but im sorry. its the only way I can release everything. im blaming everything on myself because it is my fault. everything is. so I might as well punish myself before anybody can so I started cutting. you know dad hasn't been very supportive. always hitting me and getting drunk, he almost raped me but I ran off before he could do anything. I went to Justin's house. I know hes no good if you can see the way he acts. im scared to leave him, what if he comes after me. hes crazy trust me. I still love him but how can I love someone who's done so much bad stuff to me. I don't know what to do. I need you mom I wish you were here." I took out a blanket from my bag and pulled it over me as I laid down and began crying. I miss my mom so much, I hate my dad for what he did I will never forgive him. I closed my eyes and fell fast asleep.

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I woke up to lights in my face and someone screaming. oh no, I said to myself. I had to cook for Justin. I looked at my phone it was midnight. I put my hand on my head and stood up so I was sitting down. I saw Justin coming towards me.

"You good for nothing bitch!" he yelled. he hit me on my cheek and I looked up at him.

"I-I-im sorry I f-f-fell asleep and.."

"and nothing. get up now you fucking slut." I slowly stood up and he grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me closer. "Your not good for anything but sleeping with everyone you meet." he threw me back a little but caught me. "Your such a bitch." he slapped me again but harder that I felt my cheek burning. "Lets go." he said as he pushed me back. but this time he didn't catch me and everything else was a blur.

 

I came into the vision as myself looking at everything that was going on, I hit my head on the hard concrete grave and Justin looked back and ran towards me. Justin grabbed the blanket and picked up my head and put it under me. he picked me up and put me in the truck and drove off. I jumped in before he could go. he was driving to the hospital and he looked really scared and nervous but mostly worried. about me? probably not.

we finally got to the hospital, he picked up my body and ran into the hospital asking for help a doctor finally came to him. "S-s-she fell and hit hh-her head on a concrete." the doctor rolled my body away and Justin was forced to wait outside. The doctor came out and called Justin to him. "She lost some of her memory anything that's happened in the past two months will be a blur. Im sorry." Justin sighed but in relief. "I have to stop abusing her." he said to himself, "Now that she forgot what I did I could start all over. start over with everything not everything but anything bad will be behind us. I hope." he got up and walked towards the hospital room.

****End of Flashback****

I pulled my hand away and looked at Lisa. "Now you know. everything." she looked at me then looked behind her. I got up then brushed all the dirt and leaves off of me. I saw a truck coming it was Justin's truck. I got scared for some reason but after what Ive seen today I would understand why and so would anybody else. He parked the car then ran to me.

"Juliet where have you been." he looked at Lisa then singled me to get in the car. I did I went in and I saw him talking to Lisa. I knew if I concentrated I could hear what he was saying so I did and I really could hear.

"What did you say to her." he said getting angry.

"Everything she should know." she laughed and walked away looking back at Justin who was coming back in the car.

" I know Justin." he looked at me and sighed.

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