Possessed {Under a lot of editing}

Chapter 29

"Okay we're here." justin quickly got out of the car and came over to the passengers side as he took my hand and helped me out. he smiled as he took hold of my hand firmly and we walked over to a picnic basket and a blanket. i saw the sun was setting and a big smile came on my face. justin looked back at me his eyes brighter than ever his hair just perfection. i quickly looked away as he smirked. he knew i had been staring at him. he sat down on the blanket and i sat down next to him. 

"i wanted a simple cute date just you and me and i always knew how bad you wanted to watch the sunset and the stars late at night." 

"Yyou remembered?" 

"Of course babe your my everything i would never forget." he kissed my cheek and pulled me closer to him. i wish it could be like this forever just us but my suicide attempt wasnt easy i mean i didnt know what else to do it was like someone was pushing me too do it but i didnt. my thoughts were inturrupted by a faint cough behind me. i knew exactly who it was. justin looked back and clenched his jaw. 

"What are you doing here." 

"just walking around you know." she smirked, she can be a real bitch but what she did earlier for me made life easier made everything seem okay for a while which it would be. 

"We dont want you here." 

"well your wrong about that your little girfriend does, we made a deal earlier well i am doing her a favor like the nice person i am." she glanced at me and i looked down. justin looked at me then back at her.

"Your defenitly not nice." 

"oh youll thank me and regret you said that once you hear what i have to say." 

"Its going down. tommorow." she looked at me and i nodded. 

"Thank you." She smiled and walked away.

"Am i missing something." justin looked conffused as ever. "i thought you hated her. and whats going on." 

"Nothing dont worry about it." i walked towards the car. 

"what do you mean nothing it was obviously something." he started to get mad i could hear it in his voice. 

"youll find out." 

"I want to know now." he slammed me against the car door holding my wrist tight.

"Jjustin your hurting me stop." i tried to get out of his grip, he soon released and slapped me. i could feel my cheek flaring. 

"Baby im so sorry." he quickly relized what he did and held my face hugging me. i shoved away from him.

"YOU CANT KEEP DOING THIS. your goign back to your old habits and i dont think i could take it justin." 

"Juliet abbe." 

"No. this isnt me right now your not hurting me your hurting me mentally not physically. this is all too much im going home." 

"JULIET BABE PLEASE STOP." 

i kept walking and didnt respond tears running down my face. i dont know if i can go through with this if hes going to keep hurting me like he used to. memories hit me hard of all the abuse, how did i stand up with that. i dont know but he better get his act together. i saw a shadow coming towards me and i squinted my eyes a bit. i knew who it was it was her. 

"its only cause your how you look trust me it wont be like this once we do this." i smiled and nodded my head i mean whats the worst that can happen.  She walked back to where she came from as i walked down the route to get off of this damn mountain. i sighed as i saw the stars and the city lights down below. it was nice and chilly as i grabbed my oversized sweater from my bag and put it on. hey you never know when your gonna need one. i began walking again as i started thinking about everything. what am i doing to this world i mean what if the plan does work will he still want to i mean shes so nice for helping me but honestly i dont even know anymore. hopefulyl i dont run into my dad wherever he is. "Mom if you can hear me please give me a sign im doing the right thing here." i looked up at the sky and saw a star twinkle, i quickly smiled and sighed. i couldnt wait for tommorow what it had in store but i knew it was going to be really messy i mean why wouldnt it be out of all the drama thats going to happen it wasnt going to end well. but at the same time it was.