Chapter 30

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i finally got home and quickly went to the bathroom. my "parents" were asleep so i didnt have to face them with this red mark on my face. i quickly grabbed some face cream and put it on my cheek. i flinched at contact and kept putting it on. once i was done i went into my room and laid down falling into a deep sleep. 

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"JULIET SOMEONE IS HERE FOR YOU!" i heard my mom scream from downstairs. i got up from bed and jogged down the stairs it was her. "Hey juliet." 

"hey lisa." yep it was lisa she want such a bitch after everything. I signaled her to come upstairs and she followed smiling at my parents who looked pretty happy that i was with a friend and being more social i guess. We finally had gotten up to my room and lisa and i quickly sat on the bed. 

"so are we actually going to do this." she smirked at me. 

"defenitly. thank you so much, for everything i mean i cant believe you were sent for this." 

"Hey its what i do." she chuckled lightley. 

"please tell me your going to stay after."

"of course but sometimes im going to go away for a while." i sighed but understood i mean she kind of had to. i grabbed my phone and dialed justin. 

"JULIET BABE IM SO GLAD YOUR OKAY." 

"yeah justin im okay." 

"are you still mad?" 

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IF IM-" lisa looked at me and made a sign for me to inhale and exhale. "yeah but i need to talk to you,"

"if your going to break up with me please do it now. it'll pain me to keep the tears in if i see you face to face." i could hear the pain in his voice. i sighed.

"No its not that its actually something good something that will make you happy. i hope." 

"if it involves you it'll make me happy." i smiled when he said this and so did lisa. 

"Okay well meet me at the back of the carnival at maybe 10pm." 

"Okay," we said out goodbyes and hung up. Lisa grinned and so did i. "This ought to be intresting." she said, i nodedd my head and sat at the edge of my bed. when did it come down to this, down to everything happening all at once. I laid back and stared at the ceiling. everythings gonna be fine itll all end up okay in the end, but what if he doesnt care as much as he used to if he doesnt want me how he wanted me before. if hes changed his mine it will kill me. this plan had to work. thanks to lisa this is actually happening. i smiled to myself thinking of me and justin and how cute his smile was before all this happened. but he seems happy but just like he doesnt feel right with me and how i am i mean how could you feel right after this me just not being myself. i mean im me im just not in my own self. its awful it really is i usually lay awake at night crying thinking about how much i regret jumping. a tear sliped down my face and i felt the bed deepn as if someobody was sitting on it. i looked up and saw lisa she smiled and held out her arms knowing i needed a hug. 

"dont worry it'll be over and everythign will be perfect. i promise it will." she stroked my hair and pulled me tighter. i sighed and pulled away. 

"thanks. for everything." i smiled sweetly, as she got up and walked out the room. i couldnt wait till i could finally go foward with my plan well our plan i mean what could go wrong?

OKAY SO THIS CHAPTER IS REALLY SHORT BUT I REALLY WANTED TO UPDATE I REALY NEED TO UPDATE MORE BUT I USUALLY HAVE WRITERS BLOCK OR AM BUSY IM SO SORRY FOR BAD TYPO OR GRAMMER JUST HANG IN THERE IM TRYING TO UPDATE MORE NOW THAT MY WRITTERS BLOCK IS GONE FOR NOW. ALSO THERE WILL BE A SEQUAL TO THIS STORY BUT IT WILL BE EXPLAINING WHAT LED UP TO JULIETS SUICIDE SO AS YOU CAN TELL THIS STORY WILLL BE COMING TO AN END SOON I THINK HAHA LOVE YOU GUYS 

-Destanie

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