Possessed {Under a lot of editing}

Chapter 27 (short)

i woke up on the floor across the room from justin who was still asleep. wow he sleeps alot. i remember how late he used to sleep all the time it was honestly the cutest thing ever anyways i got up and went over to justin and nudged him. "Justin wake uppp." he stirred a bit before he slowly opened his eyes and had a little smile on his face."Morning beautiful." my stomach fluttered and i felt a smile coming. he got up then extended his hand out to pick me up, i grabbed his hand and stood up. "why dont we get outta here." he chuckled before putting his arm around me as we walked out. i looked up at him and he looked down at me smiling. i fell in love with him, and i left him. alone. i'm so selfish. i quickly looked away and justin noticed because he stopped walking and lifted my chin up so i was looking directly into his soft brown eyes. "Hey hey hey whats wrong?" he questioned trying to confort me. 

"i-i-i dont know, justin im so sorry." i said soflty sobing. 

"sorry for what?" he looked confused and i was confused too i mean what did i do what do i say. 

"I'm so selfish for leaving for even jumping in the first place, i should have looked at what was right in front of me because that person loved me but instead all i cared about was others opinions." he leaned in and pulled me close to him. i nuzzled my head onto his chest as he slowly sat down against a tree. he pulled me close to him and put his arm around me. 

"You know i love you, and your not selfish i mean you were broken and suicide was the awnser for you at the moment. you regret it now but i know your always gonna be with me now. its okay baby." he kissed me and pulled me onto him. he continued kissing me but more passionitly he moved to my neck and started sucking on my neck. he put his arm around my waist and slowly put his hands on the hem of my pants. i realized where this was going and stopped him backing away. "I cant do this." i whisperd loud enough for him to hear. he looked at me with a confussed look. "Dont you get it. im not me im in this innocent girls body and ill be taking away something she should give to someone she knows and theres possibility of pregnancy and i just i cant." i felt tears at the brim of my eyes, great i was crying. Justin came towards me and wiped them away. "hey i understand but you'll be with me forever now that your here with me forever." i stood quite and he was taken back by what i said. "You are gonna be here forever right?" his soft eyes on mine and i didnt know what to say i stood quite once again. he let go of my hand that was once interlocked with his. he stepped back and stood against the tree and brought his face up to his knees. i fiddled with my fingers until he cold finally speak, "What i just..why?" he questioned. 

"Justin i cant take this poor girls life away from her. ive tooken up a while frrom her already and i cant stay here forever." i saw tears about to come out his eyes but he wiped them away quickly focusing back on me. 

"I understand." he simply stated. i knew he was mad. "I just i miss you. when you jumped my whole life flash before my eyes. i miss us im alone and theres nobody i will ever love more than you. this doesnt feel right i know but this is all we have until you leave. i just wish you hadnt left in the first place." he sat back on the tree and looed to the side. i missed him too and i loved him so much, i regret ever jumping and basically killing myself. now the person i love the most is hurt and alone. i am leaving soon for sure. i walked over to justin and laid on him. "I guess we just have to take advantage of the time we have together." he smiled and noded his head kissing my cheek.