lie #1: i would never cheat on you.
"she's just a friend ash i promise," you'd say. and i believed you every time.
i even believed you when your tongue was down her throat.
i believed you when she told all her friends you and her were together.
for fucks sake, i believed you when she threatened me to stay away from you.
i freaking believed you when she turned out pregnant and claimed you were the father.
i believed you over and over again.
and in the back of my head, i thought maybe, just maybe you weren't telling the truth.
my mind was trying to tell me not to believe you.
but i listened to my heart instead.
and look where it got me.
n o w h e r e.
