lie #4: i love you and only you
oh, all the times you told me you loved me. all the times you believed those three words would make up for everything.
"i love you ashton. you are my one and only," you always told me.
and in those moments, i forgot about everything.
i forgot about the cheating.
i forgot about the drinking.
i forgot about the hitting.
i forgot about the lying.
i forgot about everything.
after all you've done to me, i still believed you loved me. i still believed it every time those words left your mouth.
it was like my drug. i couldn't get enough of it.
and you realized that the soon enough. and you used it against me.
but that's love right ?
