Slow Down

I'm not living ... I'm just killing time

Every time you look up at the sky or look at it through a window, you see the great blue strip with a blazing light shinning at you and at night u see the twinkling stars that send you to sleep. Everyone takes it for granted, no body worries what they would do without them. No body worries what it's like to be me.

It must have been yesterday when they captured me... Or maybe a day or two, I'm not sure anymore. I'm just here in an empty room with a thick metal door waiting for my inevitable doom. I have information they need. And when people want information, they're willing to go to great lengths to get it.

I can only work out a few outcomes : tell them everything and hope they release me or give me a quick death, I could hold on and not break and slowly and painfully die of my injuries holding on to some sense of pride. The only thing I worry about is my sanity. No one can imagine what it is like to lose it because that's the worst part. You don't know when you have.

Sudden thumping sounds get louder and louder which means it's my turn to see the dark side of humanity. To see Gods image destroyed and to see hell with my very eyes.

The thumping noises stopped outside the door. Looks like I have barely a few seconds to think. Probably my last rational thought. But then all I could feel only emptiness, there was nothing left to think about. I had no worries. My mind is attempting to block out negative thoughts. For the first time in my life I let it. I could only think about the bright blue sky with the golden sun warming me up and the tiny stars that send me away to sleep.

This lasted mere seconds before the door was finally open. I didn't even notice the size of the room I was in, so small and cramped. Not that I cared, that was the least of my worries.

I looked up at the man who wore a dark hood so that I could not make out his face. I can't say much more, the room was too dark and my mind was in another place. But soon I will be dragged out if it and thrown into a world of anxiety, pain and insanity.

"Took you long enough didn't it!" I said with a smug impression. This was the only one up I could get from now on. I only have my words to hurt them with. Anyway. He's got me now, taking me to the depths of hell.