LESSER POWER • [ CASTIEL ] √

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"Life and death.

There's ways to give life for death and vise versa, but if there's always a least two people in those sorts of deals.

Problem is; I don't have anyone willing to die for me. And even if I did, I'd probably want to do the dying rather than living at this point.

What's the big picture? What does it all add up to? Why cause all this pain and suffering and give a few happiness, and it's never karma that really gets to decide?

Honestly, I haven't been able to imagine my life five months ahead, let alone five years.

I guess it's a good thing the doctor only gave me five weeks."

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