LESSER POWER • [ CASTIEL ] √

|22.|

"I wanted to say this quick prayer. Actually I don't know how quick it will actually be since I plan on this being my last one.

I'm sick of being sick, Castiel. Whether if it's mentally or physically, I'm done with dying slowly.

My mother said God has a plan, but I don't think the guy likes to pay any mind to anyone elses schedule because a brain tumor sure wasn't on mine.

I'm sure God wont mind if I speed things up, right?

I can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do. I need guidance, and I have none. I also don't want to die, not yet, but then again life is just full of disappointments, huh?

I hope others pray to you Cas. I'm sure someone had to have had the same idea I did and didn't choose Michael or, god forbid, Lucifer. I hope others find comfort in you the way I have, and I hope I don't wind up downstairs. That would put a damper on our friendship.

Goodbye, Castiel. Perhaps now someone will answer my questions.

I hope you're doing well."

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