LESSER POWER • [ CASTIEL ] √

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"Needles used to make me nervous, however now a small prick feels a lot better than the constant ache in the back of my head.

I don't know why I keep praying. It's not that I've given up the little faith I've gained, it's just that I feel like I'm going to be selfish and ask for a second chance each time.

After all, God works in mysterious ways right?

I shouldn't question his judgement, but how can I not when the rapist gets off easy and lives their life fully and the raped usually take months or even years - if not, a lifetime - just to heal.

He gives the innocent cancer and let's the greedy be rich.

He doesn't blink when tragedy strikes the good and rewards are given to the bad.

Does God punish them? Or does he just let it slide?

Does he even care at this point?

Do you, Castiel?"