2 Besties, 2 Brothers (On Hold </3)

I don't understand (chappie 5)

Author's note

Hey guysssss! So this is a short chapter because I wanted to upload one before I took my tests for school andddddddd so that I could update faster! I'll try to update once or twice a week... if I have time BUT!!!! The chapters will be shorter if I have this schedule!

Alexa's STILL typing at Nicole's POV... sorry guys!

~ Sophia

*Unedited, wrong spellings may be seen (I can't spell very good)*

"Um... my tutor is Ken... and you are?" I asked nervously. She sounded so bossy or she sounded like she had power over me! I mean... who does she think she is?

"I'm his girlfriend"

Well... that answered my question.

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"P-pardon?" Okay, I may or may have not heard that clearly and she will or will not be frustrated to repeat herself. And I may or may not be mad at her. Barging in the room and asking for my name on the spot? Girl, it's the other way around.

"Can you not hear clearly?" She rolled her green eyes. Okay, I was kind of jealous of this girl. I only had black hair and brown eyes, while she had the colorful hair and eyes pack. Right now, I'm frustrated and jealous of this girl. "I'm the damn girlfriend of the owner of this house"

Well, the owner of this house are the parents of Ken, you dummy. Should I say my name? Yeah, I should...

"Umm.... my name is Sophia"

"I don't give two craps about your name" Ouch. Um... so far? I hate her! Her first impression is just terrible! "I'm Kathy but I guess you already know that" Why would I know this bastard's name?

I need an escape route. Maybe just get a thick book and slam it on that ass head then run.

"I better get going..." I stood up then grabbed my bag, and my other things that were scattered around the study table. At the wrong timing, Ken barged into the room with confused eyes then his eyes darted to Kathy. Well, there was a hugging session after. "Um.. Ken? I'll go now. My dad wants me to go home" I lied, I obviously need to get out of this awkward situation with his bastard girlfriend.

"Wait, what about-"

"Monday would be fine, I just have to go" I assured him then I was off. I looked for the driver's car and surprisingly, the driver was inside on the driver's seat sleeping. Thank God. I knocked on the car door thrice then he woke up and let me in. I told the driver my address then he began to drive.

I somehow felt my insides being squeezed. I just met his girlfriend. Wait, why is she even his girlfriend? Why am I even asking this question? This is exausting. I still feel like I'm about to cry. I've only been friends with Ken for about... 3 months, but why does it feel like it has been more than 3 months? Why does it feel like I know more than that girl? Who knows... maybe he just didn't tell me he had a girlfriend before. I mean, I talk to him everyday and I always felt that I forgot what time it was late at night when I did talk to him.

Just a few minutes ago, I was doing random things, being the happy girl I always was, until she barged in the room. I didn't know who she was but it just drained the life out of me for some odd reason. It felt weird and upsetting. It was like having a cookie then it flew away from you.

I felt the car come to a full stop and I saw my house. I said a 'Thank you' then got out of the car. I climbed up the stairs and the rang the doorbell, the door being opened by my sister. I went in my room and dropped my bag near the door then faceplanted myself to the bed.

This day just killed me.

~Morning~

I woke up feeling sleepy and sort of horrible. Well, I knew my hair looked horrible and my mouth had dried drool, I know it.

I walked to the bathroom just to check my apperance, and to wash my mouth. I turned the faucet handle to the left and just splashed water into my face. Today was Saturday, the day I always stay in my room and go on the computer the whole day surfing through the internet. Today, I wasn't going to talk to anyone but I'll probably make exceptions. Lizzy, a girl I've only met one month ago but I can talk to her because she's really funny. Maybe I can talk to her today, or Nicole... but she's probably busy tutoring Cody. 

I looked at my blue clock on the right wall and saw it was 11:50am. Well, much thoughts were thought today. I don't know why but I feel emotionless right now, maybe I'm just bored. Oh well, I'll just go on the computer and talk online or I should eat. Hmm... hard desicions for me but..... I'll go with the computer for now. Oh! I can watch a movie online or a series or watch Youtubers or.... ugh screw it, I'll just play online games.

Well, that was how I spent my Saturday until 6pm happened.

"Sophia!" I heard my mom shout. "Get off the computer now! You've been doing nothing but playing!"

That was my mom, the one who always told me the obvious about myself. For example, she yells at me for not cleaning up some of my papers, not taking a bath for at least one day and so on...

I clenched my fists so hard that I felt my fingernails hurting my skin. Jeez, I need to cut my nails. Eventually, I obliged and turned off the computer then used my phone. My phone was either option number one or two, depending on the place and situation.

I felt my phone vibrate and I saw a new text message pop up on my screen.

From : Ken da tutor

I'm outside your house (;

I blinked five times. Wait, what?! What's with that winky smile?! Does that mean he's stalker-y?! Why is he here in the first place!!!

I changed into a plain blue shirt and brown shorts then I got out of my apartment unit and I saw him sitting on a couch in the lobby.

"What are you doing here? It's weird that you're here..." I said while placing my hand to my hip. He shouldn't even be here, he ask my permission!

"I just wanted to see if you were alright" Ken lied, obviously he would. I'm not his daughter.

"I'm not a kid that needs to be taken care of by you. I only need you for school, not my personal life" I said angerily. Can you believe this guy? He thinks he soooo superior that he needs to know if I'm alright, I have my family and friends! Not just him.

"But, are we not friends?" Ken asked, confused by my sudden change of mood.

"We are"

"Then, why don't you want me to go to your place and ask you if you're alright?" Ken said. I just didn't want him here, it felt upsetting. I don't know why though.

"Because! because..." I thought of a valid reason without having to tell him about my other horrible reason. "Because you... you need a day off!" Good job Sophia, he will totally believe that.

"A day off from what? I don't feel stressed at all" He scoffed

"From me! You must be a bit tired from tutoring for me. You know... all those hard lessons that I learn from you!" I said, walking over to him and pulling on his arm for him to get up. "So... you have to get out! Now. And be with your... girlfriend..." At that moment... when had I said girlfriend, I let go of his hand and I looked at the floor. I felt my insides being squeezed.

Why does this keep happening?! Everytime I think of Kathy being with Ken, I just wanted to drop on the floor or just to kill someone! I didn't understand. I didn't want to understand but I needed to know why.

"Sophia? Are you okay?" I felt a large hand rub my back. I needed him gone right now before this feeling, that I didn't understand, gets worst.

"Go. Home" I said seriously. The weight of the large hand was lifted and I looked up and saw Ken walking away.

It was for the best for me.