Unspoken feel

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Rose...

Life in London was different. It was really different when compared to India. The organised buildings which are really old when they look, the roads the pattern of living were totally different here from there. "Hey Tweety" i heard a call from him, argh not again saying irritatingly i stood up from my place and there he was Veer my best friend forever, the one who tortures me like hell yet so caring and the only one who knew the real me.

"Now what ??" Saying so i banged the book on the table making him jerk which earned a smirk on my face. 

Do u know someone by name ROHAN ?? i stood frowned, my heart thumbed, hands shook. Did he know ?? Did Veer know that ?? No that can't be, no one knows that, not even in my dreams i would blabber something. 

Rohan the name can make my heart beat all mad, he was my love, he was my life the one whom i loved like he was my oxygen and when i was about to say my heart , i saw him going on his knees and proposed his love and they are happy while i was heartbroken and cursing every minute why did i fall for him ?? I should have been aware that i would always be in the so called friendship zone. But this stupid heart of mine betrayed me and i was now here broken, lost and forever doomed. 

I was just looking at Veer who asked me the question with the screaming heart. I never spoke about this to Veer, because I don't want anyone to know this. I leaned towards the screen when he was busy reading what was there.

He has posted his pic by putting a status "with my love" and tagged someone by name Sakshi... he read. A pit from my stomach raised and hit my throat. I gulped that and held my fist tight to make sure i am all good and sane. 

So it is official that they are saying that they are in love. I gave a week smile to him and said ; "ya... i know him, he was one of my class mate umm you know some guy " i spoke out while i thought "who used to take care of me as if i was his best possession, who used to give me something called feel and who used to make sure i was always happy and now who is making sure i am forever lost ". 

Veer just nodded and he was scrolling the news feeds of my facebook account. I shook my head positively again to make sure i am just thinking of the same thing and went back to concentrate my work but suddenly i found my vision becoming blurry. When i kept my hands over my eyes... i found them wet... am i crying ?? Really ?? I never show emotions out but why to him the one who is just a friend A NORMAL ORDINARY FRIEND. 

Is he really just a normal ordinary friend to me ?? Why on earth did i conclude it to be love ?? I held my head with my hand and closed my eyes to calm myself but my heart was aching. Every million pieces and every piece of it screams his name. The feel which was not known to the outside world just to me that i loved him.

It is just a small attraction nothing else.... i was convincing myself in my head but my stupid eyes were showering. I banged my fist in the table due to frustration and ran to the wash room and splashed some water again and again and again so that i was looking normal but this pain was way too much to handle. I wanted to cry but i couldn't cry. I wanted to break down but i was forbidden to break down. But suddenly i broke down crying here, better place where no one was there... me... only me... to me....

After a good 5 minutes i came out wiping my face and gulped some good amount of water and made myself presentable and forced myself to smile but yet again my eyes were trying to show some tears, gulping them hardly for few times i took deep breath and went to my seat, to divert my mind i was scrolling some meme in my phone gallery and i started to forget what i was going through few minutes back and now i am smiling wide looking at some post and unknowingly i started to smile and laugh a bit big...

Veer was the Indian who lives next to my house. It was an instant click with our family when they found out we were Indians too. It was all smooth until Veer became possessive over me. For him I am always his tweety bird. From the world where there were many nick names he ended up with one toon tweety bird and always imitates like that to make me smile. Veer was the best thing that happened in the world after I was totally wrecked. He was my anchor, my only everything. He was someone who would do anything for me always. But still I was not ready to open up for what happened in my life. It will forever be in my heart buried deep inside and will never ever say that to any one anytime never again.

Veer helped me to find a job in his company, well he did not like the idea of me working, but i wanted to help my mom so he took me with his company and i am also working there but literally no work will be assigned to me. After many pleads and warnings finally i was assigned the work.

We were doing our work and Veer used to check myfacebook. I never use them as i dont want to look back but this veer wouldalways do some random search of some girls in my name... aahhh boys but he willmake me laugh by commenting on them to me make me forget of my love feel andthe pain i had... i wanted to forget whatever feel i have but the will thathappen ?? I saw Veer who was busy staring at me and thinking something deep. Until he is there i will make myself happy.   

Veer...

Rose was a calm and quite woman i have ever met. She was sweet , charming, caring and lovely lady. Rose was a delicate flower. Her eyes always had a pain which was evident. She was silently missing something, but what ?? What is bothering her ?? Can't she say something to me ?? Didn't am i trusted person to her why ?? why is her pain mattering much ?? While i remember her the way she stepped into my house, it was like she was scared to open her eyes. Whenever she used to come to my house she will all the time looking at the floor, to make her speak to me it took me few days and then she started to open up to me. She started to trust me and started to speak to me not fully but that was a progress.

One day when i came to her house which was next to us i saw her looking at her mobile screen all the time staring and was lost totally. I can clearly see she is missing someone might be her friends in India. Hey Rose i called her, she lifted her head up and saw me. Her eyes were slightly wet that made me alert. " Are you crying Rose ?? " i asked her. No... no it is just some dust, saying so she sniffed her nose. I nodded my head, she is hiding something but really for now it is all her happiness that matters me. Come what may i will always be there to protect you Tweety, i promised her silently and ruffling her head i went to the main hall to speak to her mother about few things which mom wants to speak.

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