I lost my hope...

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Sakshi...

I loved Rohan... might be playful at times... roaming with my friends... i have no one to shower a true love... my family the so called family is busy in their lives forgetting me totally... i was a spoilt brat yet i carved for love... a true love so that i can cherish all my love which i thought i missed but then he came... Rohan...

Rohan filled my life with colors... he always was with me... i thought i was lucky... but yet again im not he left me in the engagement time... i was heart broken... when i was about to say was that my fault he said it was his fault... hmm i can see his eyes and say he is in dilemma... 

Was he in love with some other girl ?? Am i just a time pass for him ?? that thought made me feel disguise of myself... How can i be so much vulnerable... How can i thinking so i sipped the next shot of my drink... i knew it was too much but i cant i just cant think that Rohan has dumped me... he made up with me by calling... but i was not able to be the same way i was with him... no.. not again i will be the same with him... Rohan... ROHAN RAIZADA.... 

My vision are blurry... am i crying ?? Why ?? i wiped my tears and gulped the next shot... i started to dance in the dance floor... and danced lot as of there is no tomorrow... just then i can sense a guy was throwing himself to me... i tried to move myself from him but that guy was not in a mood to leave me... 

oh no u made a wrong choice please move else u will see an animal in me i said to myself and tried to remove his hand over my waist... But the effect of alcohol was taking over me... no i have to strong and remove myself from this junk... 

Suddenly i felt warmth behind me... 

She is my girl LEAVE... came a voice.... i turned to see the voice... it was a man who was not looking like an European but an Asian to be specific Indian... he took me with his arms protectively over my shoulders so that i don't feel awkward... I was taken from that place... he headed to his car and made me to sit in the back side of the car and asked me where is ur house.. he asked... i donno why i wanted to speak to him...

I dont know and i dont want to go there... i said within my sobs...

He saw me for few seconds... he smiled...it was seducing a smile which did not had any bad motive... i saw him and said i knew the effect of the drink i had is making me speak but it was something with this heart which made me speak to him...

I was dumbed u know the one who promised me that he will be with me dumbed me... i said with a sarcastic voice and tears in my eyes... i wiped them and stood from the seat and held his collar and said u know what he said he will give me all the love which i missed in my life... but... but... he left me at the time of the engagement saying he needed time... say me one thing why did he leave me... he saw me and only my eyes... i broke down... i cried... he thought for few seconds i can sense that.. i thought he will leave me but no he hugged me.. i held his hand which made a band over my body... his hug was comforting me... this was the first time i felt something which i never felt for rohan...

He wiped my eyes and gave a bottle of water... he was about to move from me... i pulled his hand and said will u too leave me ??

He smiled and came back to me... how can u think of that shakshi ?? I blinked... how does he knew me but my eyes started to drop and i.safely landed in his hands and a small smile played over my lips before i was fully dark...

Veer...

I saw her my fairy tale angel... she was there but she was broken... i knew she is been bothered by something but what is she doing in Belgium... that too here... i begged tweety to come to here... but i never thought i will see my angel here.. she never knew me but i saw her in Tweety's facebook and the day i saw her i slipped my heart to her but she never knew me... i was always following her... and when i saw her i never thought i will see her in this state... a devastated state... that made my blood boil... how can some one do this to my angel... 

She dragged herself to the dance floor and danced as if there is no tomorrow i was busy looking at her and sipping my drink... just then i saw a guy throwing himself on her...he was pulling her in her waist and she was struggling to make herself free... and also the effect of the alcohol was overtaking her and she was all the time busy shaking her head to make herself stable... 

I have to protect my angel from that idiot... i banged the glass and stood behind my woman...She is my girl LEAVE... she turned and saw me she was twinkling her eyes like a cute doll i adored that... and she saw me and i made sure she is taken out of this place and i made her to sit in my back seat but she turned and sat making herself out of the by sitting and her leg outside the car... 

  I dont know and i dont want to go there... came her reply when i asked where do i need to take her...  she sobbed and spoke... i knew she is speaking because of the effect of alcohol... but i made sure she is speaking something...  

  I was dumbed u know the one who promised me that he will be with me dumbed me...  

She spoke with a voice which had pure hatred... she stood from there and held my collar and spoke all her heart to me...  u know what he said he will give me all the love which i missed in my life... but... but... he left me at the time of the engagement saying he needed time... say me one thing why did he leave me...

she broke and cried... i saw for few seconds and hugged her and she held my hand as if it is a support... once she came back to normal she saw me and i wiped her tears and mentally i said i will always be there to wipe the tears and till im here with her i will never give a wild chance to make her to shed tears... 

First thing was i gave her some water to drink and then when i was about to move... she held my wrist and i turned to see her and she said will u too leave me ?? 

How can i even do that and that too to my darling angel... i saw her and smiled and said how can u think of that shakshi ??

She saw me with surprise but soon she slipped in deep sleep... i pulled her in my embrace... i cradled her in my heart and saw smiled... i kissed her forehead and kept her in the back seat of my car and took the car and i too slept in the front seat thinking that i will always be with her... 

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Tadaa bunny back to business... so how was the twist... Veer and Sakshi... Did any one think ?? I terribly feel sad for Sakshi... She is so much fragile and this Rohan aahhh i am really feeling like banging his head... Veer awww my sweet heart... he is my fav... he such a sweet heart... my love... 

So so how was it... how was it ?? was it nice ?? Pls do share me ur views and also pls do vote for me... love u all so so much.... muhhhaaa stay blessed and always smile.... muhhhaaa

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