I woke up in my bed? Why am I up in my bed when I was supposed to sleep on the coach last night? Moving out of the bed I was trapped by an arm wrapped around my waist. My eyes followed the arm to see who it belonged to. It was Justin's arm around my waist. Alright well I'm going to have to get up if I want to make it to my date wth Derrick. I try shaking him, saying his name, and getting out of his grip. None of it worked to my advantage. Looking over at the clock I noticed I had three hours to get ready. That is exactly the amount of time that I need to get ready. This time I push Justin. He moved to his back and his arm around my waist made me fall on top of his chest. He opened his eyes and saw me pouting like a little kid. "Good morning to you to Kydnall." He said while laughing.
"Good morning to you too Justin."
"Not that I don't mind this positon but why are you on me."
"You had your arm around my waist when I woke up. I tried moving but you wouldn't move. So I pushed you and that is how we ended up here." I snapped.
"Well I can see someone is eager to get out of my embrace." he said while putting his hands over his heart. Acting like he was hurt over something I said.
"Well I need go hurry. I have a date to go to." As soon as I said those words I immediately regretted them. I knew Justin would be anger about the date. But in the moment I totally forgot about it.
"Yeah the date with Mr. Perfect I assume." he said all sarcastically.
I rolled my eyes, "I'm not going to start this with you Justin." getting out of bed. "I don't want to get in another fight with you okay. When I got into that fight with you the other day I-" tears started rolling down my face.
"Hey don't cry" He got out of bed and wrapped his arms around me. I sobbed into his shirt. Tears just kept coming and coming it was like I couldn't stop it. Justin whispered in my ear, "Please don't cry."
"I'm sorry Justin. Its just I hate getting into fights with people. And when I got into a fight with you the other day. I don't know what got into me." I cried harder into his shirt.
He started stroking my hair trying to calm me down. It was working, my cries got quieter and I eventually stopped. I looked him in the eyes. Those eyes looked so much like Tristen's eyes. "I think you're going to need a new shirt." We both started laughing.
"Well I have to finish your house. You get ready for your date today." he chocked on the word date.
"You don't have to do that. We can do it when I get back."
"Well I need some place to sleep when I spend the night." he winked.
"Fine. Well I'm going to get ready I will see you later." I gave him a small hug and walked away. "Oh and Justin?"I turned around to look at him. "Thank you." I smiled and walked into the restroom to get ready.
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About three hours later I was ready. Just in time too because when I was finished Justin came upstairs an dknocked on door saying Derrick was here. I took one last look in the mirror and I felt confident. I walked downstairs and saw Derrick wearing a tux and he looked dashing. When he saw me his eyes lit up and almost popped out out of his head. "You look stunning Kyndall."
I blushed, "Well lets get going then." he grabbed my arm and led me to the car.
The car ride was silent. We were just listening to music the whole time. I really didn't mind it that much. It wasn't like awkward silence. It was more like relaxing silence. And I really enjoyed it.
He grabbed my hand on my lap. He looked over at me and said, "We are almost there. Now just don't fall asleep on me." we bother laughed.
But sooner or later we arrived at the church. It was more beautiful then I even imagined. This is where I want to have my wedding at. In this small town there was such beauty from a little church. Derrick opened my door and helped me out of the car. I looked around and noticed that there was no one walking in the church. I turned towards Derrick, "Where is everyone?"
"The wedding doesn't start till 2. I'm apart of the wedding party so I had to be here early. And I was also wondering.." he put his hand through his hair. "If I could walk you down the aisle. I need someone to walk down and the person I had didn't show. So would you?"
"Sure why not." His face lit up and he grabbed my hand. We continued to walk to the church. So much detail was in this church and it was so beautiful. Who ever was getting married in this church was a happy couple; I hope. We continued walking until we reached the grand enterence. We walked inside and then Derrick let go of my hand. He went off with some other girls and left me alone. Now the only thing I'm thinking of is hoping this wedding goes by quickly.
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The wedding was over and the reception was starting. And the only time I have seen Derrick was when I had to walk down the aisle with him. That was the last time I saw him. And I feel like a fish out of water here all alone.
The reception was almost ending and I am just walking around the place. I'm walking in the hallway and then I spot Derrick making out with some girl. Of course I knew this was going to happen to me. Good thing I didn't get my hopes to high; I hope. But when I see him kissing her I feel like I did get my hopes up. It feels like Tristen all over again. God why does everything have to evolve around Tristen. I feel all the people I may actually be in a relationship with something brings up Tristen. No matter what I do, I can't forget about Tristen.
I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt something wet coming down my cheeks. I am seriously crying over Tristen. This can't be happening to me right now. I'm crying over someone who broke my heart. Someone which tore my heart in half. Someone I can't even show my face around anymore or I will break down crying. I have to get some fresh air.
I ran outside and sat down on one of the benches. Put my head in my hands and start crying again. This can't be true; I am actually in love Tristen. My thoughts were interrupted when someone sat down in front of me. I looked up and saw Justin sitting in front of me.
"What are you doing out here all by yourself Kyndall?" he asked.
"I came out here for some fresh air. I needed to clear my mind"
"And why do you need to clear my mind?" I just shrugged. "Come on you can tell me. I wont judge you."
"You are going to laugh at me
" he shaked his head. "Well I still have feelings for my ex even though I caught him cheating on me. And no matter how hard I try to forget him by going on dates I just can't. I know I shouldn't love him but its hard not to. Because I still love him."
"Kyndall I have to tell you something."
"Please don't tell me you love me. Because if you do I'm-"
"I'm Tristen."
