city streets aren't meant to be walked alone, i will never walk alone. I'm beginning to believe this. I'm beginning to try; to be a better man, a better friend for the ones who are struggling the way i was, i was not okay and i can admit that, i had addictions and i will admit that, i will never go into detail or even begin to explain the way how i used to feel because no one would ever dream to understand , and that's okay. i guess coming to grips with all my fears and my anxiety is easier said than done, but lord. i am trying.