alone again. another tragic end. watching my father fall apart for the second time. couldn't stay here, had to leave. didn't wish this on anyone, so i did myself. I brace myself to be a better kid. i never want to fucking leave.
things will never be the same, it just keeps getting harder now as you grow old, closer to your demise and i'm not going to be able to handle that day.
lord forgive me for the things that i have done wrong. forgive me for the hearts that have shattered because of my selfish intentions. i have fucked up so much and now i have the last chance to fix it all. and i'm doing good. i'm feeling better vibes .
somedays i fucking hate the fact that i was broken. the addictions took so long to fade. forgive me for always breaking all my promises.
forgive me for ruining my family name.
one day i'll carry away with the wind and my breathe will leave my body stranded somewhere in the space of time; hoping to end up in your arms when i awaken.
