we're sinking fast; it's alright.
just let me say what i want to say before you kick me out again, before the isolation takes me over and i become completely numb. you're on my mind always. I'm miserable without you; i need you here.
my thoughts are broken like the home i once knew of; now i'm getting ready to leave this abandoned ship; called "home" to go where i want to belong, but when i get there. i know, that it won't be what i wished for, i will not make it where i want to be. anywhere. i may not be stuck here forever, but in the end that won't even matter anymore, i love you if you're reading this still. i may or not even know you, and you may or not know who i am either. i miss all my friends. i miss my mother and father, i miss the life that i used to live. i miss myself. people have said that i have changed; some say for better and some say for worse, i just want to be the man you want to grow old with.
