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The Right Thing

I've done terrible things
I've made terrible mistakes
I have lied, cheated, manipulated
But then I saw you

I'll change myself for you
I'll try to fix all my mistakes
I will stop lying, cheating, using
All of it for you

But you rejected me
And I tried to change your mind
Because I knew
Knew that somewhere
You felt the same for me
But it was useless

I'm not good enough for you
I'm a person who has made one too many mistakes
I am a liar, cheater and manipulator
And I'm sorry

I wanted you to forgive me
I wanted you to see something good in me
I wanted to save me from my downwards spiral
I wanted you to love me
But you didn't