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Messed up

It's been a long time
Before I've felt anything
I miss the feeling
Everything is messed up
Songs running through my head
Every line I write
Reminds me of a song
Melodies mash up
Lyrics intertwine
Thoughts fall out

I thought I needed you
I thought I wanted you
I tried to get you
You were one breath away
And I realised
No
I made excuses
I ran away
I'm sorry
But it turns out
I'm okay

This is how it feels like
All those stories
I thought were made up
Yet here I am
Missing it
But feeling fine