I Want You Bad (R5 AU)

Chapter 10

Btw, that's a picture of Bay's outfit above.

A/N: Hey guys it's Bay and before I start this chapter I feel like you all should have a recap of everything that happened since I haven't updated in a while (sorry about that).

So basically Rocky broke Bay's heart when he cheated on her with Abagail (who Bay becomes friends with Bay but she still doesn't trust her) and then Ryland admitted that he was in love with Bay and they kissed but Bay still wasn't over Rocky and so she rejected Ryland and they stopped talking but then she realized how much she missed him and started to see him as more than a friend and they ended up kissing at the Christmas dinner. 

Now, let's get into this chapter!

Bay's POV

*Flashback: Two weeks ago*

"So where does this put us now" Ryland asks me as he walks me out.

After spending some time with Stormie, Mark, Riker, Rydel, Ratliff, Ross, Rocky (barely), and Aud, we soon had to go seeing as how we had a long day ahead of us tomorrow and I still had to pack when I got home. So my parents were waiting for me in the car while I talked to Ryland.

"Well I don't know Ry" I told him honestly. "I... I'm moving in with my grandparents" I lied waiting to see his reaction.

"What!? So I'm never gonna see you again?" He asked me with wide eyes.

"Dude relax, I'm just joking" I told him slightly chuckling. "But I am going there for the rest of our winter break so I guess that I'll see you at school" I told him.

"Yeah.. I'll see you at school" he says. "I'm really gonna miss you" he tells me as he pulls me closer to him.

"I'm gonna miss you too, a lot" I tell him as he pressed his lips against mine.

"Do you really have to leave so soon, I'm not gonna see you for like two weeks and you're leaving tomorrow" he says.

"I have to pack and then I need to get some rest I have to wake up super early to go to the airport tomorrow" I told him.

"Yeah I guess you're right" he says as he pulls me closer and kisses my lips and I gladly kiss him back. "Okay now you can go" he says when we pulled away.

"I'm gonna miss you" I told him as I kissed his cheek and with that I left.

*End Of Flashback*

Beep! Beep! Beep! 

I heard my stupid alarm go off. The winter break is already over and I have to go to school today, ugh. Two weeks went by way too quickly.

After mentally debating with myself over whether I should stay in this bed and sleep all day or go that hell hole called school, I figured my mother wouldn't even let me stay home if I tried, so that would probably bad idea. So I do my usual morning routine, shower brush my teeth, get dressed, do my hair, and put on my makeup.

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*At School*

"Hey" Ryland said as he came up to me.

"Hey" I responded.

"So how was your break?" He asked me.

"It was good I guess but something was kind of bugging me the entire time" I told him.

"Oh really, and what was that?" He asked.

"Well, there's this guy that I kind of like and I haven't seen him all week because I was away but I really like him and I don't know if he still has the same feelings for me" I told him and he smiled.

"Well he probably does, I think that he loves you a lot" he said making me smile.

"So you don't think that he should be with someone who's actually ready to be in a relationship and isn't a mess, someone who really deserves him?" I asked him and he smashed his lips against mine and pulled me closer too him and I gladly kissed him back.

"I like you a lot and I really want to be with you" he said as he looked into my eyes when we pulled away. "And I'm gonna wait for you, you're perfect, don't ever think that you're not good enough" he told me making me smile.

"I...." I started to say but I was cut off by a familiar voice.

"Well what do we have here" Rocky says making us both turn around to face him.

"Hey Rocky" Ryland and I both say.

"Hi, Bay can I talk to you for a second?" Rocky asked me.

"Uh yeah sure" I told him. "This will just take a minute" I assured Ryland.

"Okay" he said walking off.

"So I see that you wasted no time getting over me with my own brother" Rocky says to me sounding kind of upset.

"Ryland and I kind of just happened" I told him.

"Yeah right, he's been in love with you forever even when we were together, he's been waiting to make his move" Rocky says angrily.

"Ryland's really sweet..." I started to say but he cuts me off.

"Yeah so sweet that he stole my girlfriend" he says.

"He didn't steal me, you broke my heart and he was there for me when you weren't" I reminded him.

"I'm sorry but Bay I told you what happened, why don't you believe me" he says.

"Because I just can't!" I tell him.

"Why not?" he pushed.

"Because it's easier!" I blurt out.

"Why?" He asks.

"It just is" I tell him.

"That's not good enough" he tells me.

"It's just easier if I can hate you and think that you're a terrible person because if you are telling the truth then I have to admit that I might still have tiny feelings for you and I'm with..." I started to say but he cut me off.

"You're with Ryland now, I know" he says sounding disappointed.

"Yeah I mean technically we're not an official couple but we are kind of together and he's been so sweet to me and I really like him and he really likes me and he's always been there for me" I tell him.

"But you're not officially together" he says sounding happier.

"Yeah but.." I start to say but he cuts me off again.

"Do you love him?" He asks curiously.

"I.... I don't know, maybe, I love him as a friend" I say.

"Bay, I know that I messed up but I miss you and I never stopped loving you, please just give me another chance" Rocky asks staring into my eyes.

"Rocky stop, I can't do this right now" I tell him as I start walking away but he pulls me back and backs me up against the locker and smashes his lips against mine.

"You can't just keep avoiding me, pretending that I'm the bad guy just so you don't have to make a choice, because you have​ to decide, even if it hurts someone" he tells me and with that he walks off and I'm left feeling guilty and confused..

Ugh, I hate men...

Soooooooooooooo, hey guys it's Bay and I'm back!!!!!! I hope that you all had an awesome winter break and I'm sorry that I didn't publish this sooner but hopefully you liked this chapter!!! I decided to be active on both of the accounts so I'm going to be on this account and my separate account which is BayLovesR5 for those of you who didn't know. Anyways who do you think Bay should choose, Ryland or Rocky???? Well that's all for now, I really hope that you guys enjoyed that chapter, hopefully I'll update soon, I love you all, bye Baudreys!!!!!!

*Bay*