I Want You Bad (R5 AU)

Chapter 11

Bay's POV

Rocky was right, I did have make a decision. But I kind of already did, even though Ryland and I aren't an official couple, we're kind of together, I don't really know.

Rocky was my first love but he still broke my heart and Ryland makes me really happy.. but so did Rocky...

"Hey" Ryland whispers in my ear from behind me as he wraps his arms around my waist.

"Hey.. can I ask you a question?" I ask as I turn around to face him.

"You just did but sure, what's up" Ryland asks me as he takes both of my hands in his.

"Would you be mad if I said that I might, possibly be considering getting back together with Rocky?" I ask him nervously.

"Oh. Well.. to be honest, if you still want to be with him that's your choice. I think he's a jerk but if you're happy with him then that's what matters" He tells me sounding slightly hurt. "If that's what you want then go for it" he says.

"Honestly, I don't even know what I want. Ryland I like you a lot but..." I started to say but he cut me off already knowing what I was going to say.

"You're not over Rocky" he says sounding slightly disappointed. "It's fine, I understand" he assures me. "But still, he cheated on you Bay, what makes you think that he won't do that again?" he asks me.

"I know but he keeps apologizing and saying that Abby was the one who came onto him" I tell him and he just rolls his eyes.

"And you actually believe him, he's obviously lying, he is such an asshole" Ryland tells me.

"He made a mistake..." I start to say but he cuts me off again.

"For fuck's sake he cheated on you not once but twice and then tried to lie about it, do I really need to remind of you of that again?" he asks me. "You can't just accidentally cheat on someone and then accidentally lie about it" he tells me.

"Ryland I get it okay, you think I'm being stupid" I said with tears threatening to escape.

"Bay... I'm sorry, I just... I really don't want to see you get hurt again" he tells me. "And I would never hurt you like he did" he says as he takes my hands in his and pulls me closer to him and looks into my eyes.

He then wraps his arms around my lower back as he presses his lips against mine. I run my fingers through his hair as he slides his tongue in my mouth.

"I really want to be with you Bay" he says when we pull away to catch our breath. "It will always be you" he tells me as he leans against the locker and wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.

"Ryland... I like you a lot. I like you too much to lie to you and pretend that I also don't have feelings for Rocky as much as I hate saying it" I sigh.

"And you don't know who you like more" he states.

"Yeah, and I feel terrible about it. I'm such a slut" I mumble.

"No you're not, don't ever call yourself that" he tells me. "You still need time to figure things out, it's fine, I understand" he says looking into my eyes.

"You're so sweet" I tell him as we stare into each other's eyes. He soon leans in and cup his face in my hands as I press my lips against his.

"You're worth waiting for" he says pulling me close and then he walks off.

So now that leaves me completely confused and mad at myself for falling for both Ryland and Rocky. And I know that I have to make a choice but I just don't want to make the wrong one.

So I know I haven't updated in a while but I'm back now!!!! I'm really trying to update this book more but I had like no inspiration, I'm sorry you guys. Anyways Aud and I are trying to be more active on this account and we also have a YouTube channel that you should check out and that's just Bay N Audrey we don't really upload but we're trying to. So I hope you all enjoyed that chapter, love you all, bye Baudreys!!

*Bay*