My New Life

Back With AJ..Again

I woke up the next morning to the smell of breakfast being made. I rubbed my eyes, grabbed my phone, and walked downstairs. I kissed TJ's forehead and sat down in the chair next to him when AJ's sister walked in. Morning Jamaica. she said walking over and hugging me. AJ quickly turned around. Morning. I said hugging her back. Woah, I didn't know you were awake Darlin. he said walking over and kissing my forehead. I blushed. You know your cooking always wakes me up in the morning. AJ's sister looked at me and smirked. I just rolled my eyes. So, what you cooking bro? she asked and walked over to the stove. Pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausage, and toast. Mmm. she replied looking everything over. Thought you would like it. he said with a smirk. His sister walked back upstairs to get dressed leaving just TJ, AJ, and I in the kitchen. He stopped and looked at me. Ey, can we talk? he asked. About what? I asked feeding TJ his bottle. About what happened last night. he said walking over and sitting in front of me. AJ, there's nothing to talk about. It should've never even happened. I replied standing up but AJ pushed me back down. I looked at him and grabbed his hand. AJ..I told you to move on. I said looking in his eyes. Jamaica, what you don't understand is that I can't move on. I've tried time and time again, but it just feels so wrong to not have it be you. I'm supposed to be this bad boy biker that doesn't care about relationships, but since the first day you came to TNA you changed all that. Jamaica, you're everything. I love the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you take care of Tristan, the way you hold my waist when we ride my motorcycle, just everything. I felt a tear roll down my cheek and he quickly wiped it away. He pulled me onto his lap and hugged me tight. He started singing my favorite song (Let Her Go~Passenger)

Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep But never to touch and never to keep 'Cause you loved her too much And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go. I looked up at him and smiled. I love you Darlin. he said kissing my forehead and letting me go. I love you too. I replied walking over to TJ. Wait, what did you say? he asked. I said I love you you jerk. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him kissing him. It took him awhile to react but he finally understood what was happening and kissed me back. We pulled away and he looked at me. What about Rob. I stopped him. I talked to Jessie last night. Guess he already moved on, he's dating Brooke. You're the only one that proves that you really do care and waited for me. I said smiling Song really won ya over huh? he said with a smirk. I laughed. Well yes, and just you in general. I said walking over to him and wrapping my arms around him. You're my bad boy, and you're my Darlin. we both said. But AJ... I said looking at him. Yeah Darlin? You cheat on me..I'll get someone to beat you up..Just saying. I said with a smirk. He just laughed. Sounds fair, now come on. It's time to eat.