I'm addicted to coffee which both prevents and causes some of my anxiety. I can't ever stick at doing anything. I'm always doing art and it's never good enough. I can't sing and I force myself to try everyday as if that's going to help. I don't understand myself whatsoever, sometimes I doubt my own validity and existence and that feels really shit. I'm not genuine enough to people, I wish I could be more myself but I don't know who I am. I'm horny as fuck and that's frustrating, but I'm scared about having sex. I'm also really lonely right now and I think that's my fault. I don't want to be part of the church any longer and that really really really really terrifies me.
~ Jett
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QUEERLY ANXIOUS
CasualeIf I've sent you this link then I trust you with everything inside my head. That's essentially just you Beth I know 😂
