How do you tell if you're a bad person?
Like obviously if you ask, people will say you're nice but they'll always say that to your face because we're British.
I don't think I'll ever make a proper friend without worrying about hurting them or them finding out how awful I am
The paranoia I feel is going to eventually drive you to hate me. I know it.
Maybe my awareness of it makes it less awful.
I don't know if it does, if deep down I'm selfish. Everything I do is to make me happier, to get people to pay attention to me, and when they don't I get like this, I can't enjoy my life unless I'm getting constant attention.
I thought that maybe you'd be different, but it's still the same. I'm still the same.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
~ Jett
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RandomIf I've sent you this link then I trust you with everything inside my head. That's essentially just you Beth I know 😂
