QUEERLY ANXIOUS

Perfection

Hello. To the few people who read this.

I really want to write how I feel, how others might also feel. I don't want you to think this is for the attention, this is for the people who I know need this.

I do not think that I'm special. I think I'm mediocre, a bit odd but nothing worth singling out for.

I do not think I'm brave. Sure I've been through shit but I'm pathetic, can't stick up for myself and I can't protect people that I love.

I do not think I'm nice, I'm rude and I don't think and I'm just plain awful to some people behind their backs.

I do not think much of myself and I want to improve that, I want to respect myself as much as I respect others around me. I think that's important for everyone. Please be who you want to be and love yourself.

To conclude, you're not perfect. I'm not perfect. Neither of us will ever be perfect. But one day in someone's eyes, whether it be your eyes or a partner's, you'll be so close you'd hardly even notice. :)

It's what keeps me happy anyway.

~ Jett