When A Sadist Meets A Gay (BoyXBoy) #COMPLETED BK. II

WASMAG 23 EPILOGUE: Aftermath

Eto naaaaaaa!!!!

*drum rolllsssssss*

Grabeeeeeee!!!

Tada! ang Epilogue na kay tagal tagal nyo na ngang hinintay. Tulad ng pagmamahal nyang hindi nya kayang ibigay.

Charot!! XD

So ayun. Thank you sa mga talagang naghintay ng katapusan nito. Hehehe.

Enjoy reading!

Chapter Theme Song:

Amnesia, by 5SOS

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I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

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Grabe ang patama ng kantang to sa akin ah.

Yes. I am definitely not fine at all.

I can still remember everything.

Everything that happened between him and I. Yung mga panahong kami pa. Yung mga panahong masaya pa kami.

Pero siguro ganun nga talaga ang lahat. Lahat may katapusan. Siguro nga wala nga talagang forever sa mga taong sawi katulad ko.

Wala ba talagang forever? Hehe...hindi ko alam. Hindi namab na ako naniniwala. Or should I say ayoko ng maniwala. Why? Bakit pa? Kung maiiwan lang din pala ako ng minamahal ko, kung ako'y itatapon lang pala ng tadhana sa mundo ng kalungkutan, mas mabuti pang huwag na lang akong sumubok muli.

Hindi ko rin alam. Kung sumubok ba akong muli, may mangyayari pa ba sa puso ko? Mabubuo ba nito ang mga pirasong hindi lang nabasag kundi nadurog pa?

Will it take me back to the times where loving is at it's best? Will it take me back to the place my love was strong? Will it make things back the way they used to be?

If this was a movie, I wish it'd never stop. I wish, there was no end, no commercials, no climaxes. Because, i want to bring him back.

Nasubukan nyo na bang humiling ng isang bagay na alam nyo namang hinding hindi pwedeng ibalik? It's like looking at the stars, you can always reach your arms towards it but can never own it, because the distance between you is so far that you can't ever travel.

Ganun yung feeling. Sabihin nyu nang cliche, corny, cheesy, etc....pero kayo kaya ang mawalan ng minamahal.

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Burol nya na ngayon sa sementeryo. Nagpahuli talaga akong pumunta kasi ayoko ng magdrama. Parang wala na rin ata akong luhang maiiiyak.

I was driving while listening to that songs. Yung mga pang senti at pang brokenhearted.

Tanga ko no? May dinadamdam na nga tapos ganto pang mga kanta yung pinakikinggan.

Mas maganda kasing iabsorb yung message at feelings ng kanta kapag ganto. For me lang naman.

Dumaan ako sa flower shop. Nasabi nya kasi dating white roses/white tulips ang favorite nya. Kaya ayun, bumili muna ako.

Saya ni ate oh! Syempre may customer eh. Eh ako, masaya ba? Hindi na ako tao kung masaya ako sa panahong ito.