Hello people. okay so i wanted to make another book while trying to do two other books at the same time. It is gonna be crazy but whateva lol. so yeah here is chapter one. Beware of depression and any other things that can make you cry . sorry!!
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Life sucks. I wish that everyone would just go away. Maybe they aren't the problem. Maybe it's me. Oh who am I kidding, it is always me. I'm the older one. I'm the most responsible. I'm not a child anymore. So what. I'm only 18 and life is living hell. Excuse me while I cry for hours because I have no friends. I have uncontrollable parents who have parties every night and get drunk. I have 1 sibling who gets everything he wants. He's flipping 9 and had an iPhone five c and a fucking allowance. I on the other hand only have a dumbass blackberrie that won't do shit. It's like a living Harry Potter movie. Stupid. I haven't eaten since yesterday morning and it's fucking 7 in the morning. I have had many eating disorders and probably will have another one next week. I weigh around 100 pounds. Meh. Don't care. I would rather live in a pharmacy than live in this cave. I'm grounded for getting a B when my brother had mostly D's and F's and got Ice Cream. SEE LIVING HELL. !!!!So right now I just don't wanna get up. Everyone at school hates me. I'm known as the Punk or The Slut. Fuck them. I have never been cute enough to have a boyfriend. I talk to Siri on the web because I have no friends.
"Austin!! Get the fuck up before I slam the door in your stupid face!!!" my dad called. School ugh. What new name are the gonna give me now?? whore??
I got up and changed into my black skinny jeans and a black baggy shirt with a skull on it. I then dragged myself towards my shoes and pull on my black vans. I then tempted to pull a brush through my dull brown hair. I then looked at my eyes. I had ugly light green eyes. They had black baggs under them. I looked like something a dog dragged out of the trash. "I'm on my way!!" I yelled downstairs. This is gonna be a long day.
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A/n - so this was like an entry chappie. It is so not funny. Hope it wasn't to bad :/ this isn't always the way I write.
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