Creating Changes (One Direction )

Chapter 7: Right Now

So yeah. Still sick. Why!! ugh. Well I know it's late but I'm gonna update again later so yeah here is chapter seven.

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Austin's pov

I sat in that corner. I didn't want anyone and I mean anyone to know I was there.

"Why won't you tell them? You would be better off if you did. " His voice said in my head. I didn't want them to know. He wasn't gonna tell them. I knew he would want me to tell them. The only question is how. How was I supposed to tell them? is it even possible?? It was like he was.

"Miss. You have to go. I'm sorry. " I small woman said. I got up and went to find El. I looked around for a good five minutes, before deciding on walking instead.

When I got to our apartment, I heard the sound of guitar. Where is that coming from?

"Right now I wish you were here with me,

And right now everything is new to me

You know I can't fight the feeling

And every night I feel it.

Cause right now I wish you were here with me" a voice sang from inside my apartment. What the hell is going on?!?

I walked in to find Niall sitting on my bed with his guitar. Right when I was about to leave, he grabbed my wrist and said " please Austin, let me explain. "

I sat down beside him. He moved himself so he was facing me and I was facing him. His blue eyes looked hurt, I turned my head so I didn't cry. I'm stronger. I'm stronger. I'm stronger. I'm .....

"Austin please look at me. "

I'm not that strong. The tears began to fall and embraced me in his arms. I couldn't let him do this again, but it felt so right. I couldn't explain everything. Could I? no he betrayed me. Well really I don't know what happened.

"I'm sorry Austin. I should of called I just couldn't. Every time I would type in a text, I would erase if before I hit send. The first time I saw you, you looked so hurt. After that day, I didn't know what to say because everything I said that day just happened. I didn't know what to say after that. "

"Maybe a hello would've been nice. Like a simple " how is your day going?" or a "hope you have a nice day?" why couldn't you do something as simple as that?!???"

"It didn't feel right. I felt like you deserved a friend who actually could hold you and tell you everything was fine. I couldn't give that to you. I couldn't. "

"The truth is Niall. If you really wanted to be my friend , you would still say something to me. I felt worthy around you. Now all I feel is hurt. "

That hurt him. I could tell. Suddenly, guilt washed over me. I felt so bad that he really wanted to help, but didn't know how.

"I'm sorry Austin. I'll leave. "

He turned to leave before I could protest. I ran after him.

"Niall!! wait please. I'm sorry I was so bitchy. It's just that I really don't know how to have a friend. After I said back there , I saw how much you really cared for me. I'm sorry. "

His faced turned from hurt to shocked in a complete second.

Oh how this boy made me sink.

Wait what did I say?

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I no it sucked. My stomach is killing me right now. Hopefully it was good enough. Alright. Night.

-xBreezeyYumx