Michael's pov
I hear my bedroom door open and I roll over to see Ghost.
"Hey" He says and sits down.
"Hey" I say wiping my tears.
" How you holding up?" He asks and I sigh.
"I still love him but I can't be hurt again" I say and he sighs.
"Just give it time maybe you'll go back" He says and I shake my head.
"I can't as much as I love him I'm not gonna let myself get hurt" I say and he nods.
"Well we are all gonna lay down." He says and I nod and he walks out and Kellin comes in.
"Sup baby cakes" He says and I smile.
"Not much. Come cuddle" I say and he lays down next to me.
I close my eyes and fall asleep.
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The next morning I feel people jumping on my bed.
"MOMMY WE ARE GOING ON TOUR WITH UNCLE CHRIS" Melody yells and me and Kellin shoot up.
"Do I get my own bus this time?" I ask and they nod.
"Okay" I say.
"When do we leave?" I ask
"Tomorrow" Chris says.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!?" I yell and I stand up and I start pacing.
"Whats wrong?" Kellin asks.
"I have to leave you and I'm stuck with Ricky" I say and look at them.
"You have your own bus tho" Chris says.
"YOU THINK THAT'S GONNA FUCKING STOP HIM?" I yell and he shakes his head.
I get a suitcase and I start packing.
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{Next day}
"Baby go to him if you want" Kellin says and I shake my head.
"I can't do that" I say and he grabs my cheeks.
"I'll be okay" He says and I kiss him.
"I'm not leaving you" I say.
The bus pulls up and I kiss him again.
"I love you" I say and let the tears fall.
"I love you too. I'll see you soon" He says and I nod and we pull away.
"Bye daddy" Melody says and hugs him.
"Bye baby girl" He says and I grab melody and we walk on the bus.
"Mommy I don't wanna leave" She says and starts crying and so do I.
"Me neither baby girl but we will be home before you know it." I say and I wipe her tears.
"I don't wanna see Ricky" She says and I say.
"Me neither but we have a show tonight why don't you get some sleep." I say and she nods going to a bunk and I go sit in the back.
"I don't wanna go" I whisper and close my eyes.
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An hour later I hear someone banging on the bus door.
I get up and open the door to see ghost.
"How's my lil buddy" He says.
"Could be better" I say.
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What happened to forever? (Ricky Olson)
FanfictionSecond book probably won't be great because I suck at writing. I do not own any songs in this book.
