What happened to forever? (Ricky Olson)

Chapter 23

Michael's pov.

"Go sing another song for them. the guys also learned I hate this part because they kinda figured you'd wanna sing it" Chris says and I nod.

"I'm coming with you mommy" Melody says and I look at the crowd and stand up.

"I'm gonna sing a song I sung a while ago and its called I hate this part" I say and the guys start playing.

"We're driving slow through the snow

On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here" I sing and Ricky comes over and kisses me but I push him to the ground.

"Never touch me again" I say and I get 'o's' 

"Babe please" He says.

"You no long have the ability to call me that. ESPECIALLY AFTER I CAUGHT YOU MAKING OUT WITH MY SISTER" I yell into the mic and everyone gasps.

"You made out with her sister?" Balz asks and Ricky slowly nods.

"Wow." Ryan says and the rest of the band walks off stage and I feel an arm wrap around me and look to see Kellin.

"Kellin will always be a better father than you" Melody says and I cover her mouth.

"Bye Rick" I say and we walk off stage and I go to Chris

"Hey I found a house you and ghost are more than welcome to come if you want. Its about a 4 hour drive from you guys tho." I whisper in his ear and nods.

"I wrote a new song" I say and everyone looks at me.

"SING FOR US" Ryan yells and of course Ricky walks in.

"Okay" I say.

" I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you" I sing and they all clap except Ricky of course.

"Mommy we have to go home and pack" Melody says and I cover her mouth once again.

"What does she mean?" Vinny asks.

"Nothing. But Chris and Ghost I will see you tomorrow." I say and they nod.

I pick up Melody and run to the bus and get our bus and run to the sws bus.

"Ready?" Kellin asks and I nod.

"Are you still moving in with us?" I ask and he nods.

We all go in his bunk.. I don't know how we fit but we did.

I feel darkness take over me and I fall asleep.