What happened to forever? (Ricky Olson)

Chapter 8

Michael's pov

Its been 3 days and I can't stop crying. I miss Ricky so much.

"Mike? You okay?" I hear ghost ask and I look at him.

"I miss him" I whisper and her sits next to me and pulls me on his la and this time I didn't flinch.

"Well while the both of you were being depressed we did some snooping around and the girl threw herself onto him and if you look closely at the picture his eyes are open and he isn't kissing back." He says and I cry harder.

"I'm such a fuck up" I say.

"Well maybe tonight you can dedicate a song to him" He says and I look at him.

"I just feel bad for your fans because well yes I love the whole metal thing but I don't do screamo and I'm giving your fans the soft shit." I say and he shrugs.

"It's whatever they love you either way" He says and I nod.

"Well hurry up you have a half hour to get ready." He says and I jump up.

"ASSHOLE YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME SOONER" I yell grabbing clothes and running in the bathroom

Once I'm changed I come out.

We walk into the venue and I look at Ghost.

"You'll be okay" He whispers and I nod taking the mic from the guy and I go on stage and everyone screams and boys wolf whistle.

"Okay so my first song I'm gonna dedicate to the love of my life. A few days ago something happened and I've been depressed since I lost him. I fucked up completely. This song goes out to him." I say and take a deep breath.

"I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
'Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Baby face
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together" I sing and by the end of the song I broke down.

I feel arms wrap around me and I look up to see Ricky and I hold him close.

"I'm sorry" I whisper and he kisses me and takes the mic from me and everyone screams.

"Okay so I'm sure some of you guys saw the picture of a girl kissing me. Well I lost this beautiful girl because she thought I cheated but in reality the girl threw herself at me but.." He turns to me.

"This girl right here is all I've ever wanted. I love you Michael" He says and kisses me and I take the mic from him.

"Get off stage so I can finish" I say and everyone laughs and he walks off.

"Okay so this one is an original. I wrote this when I was depressed and in high school. but I hope you guys like it." I say

(Skip the song) 

after I finish I see some people in tears and some just staring at me.

"WE LOVE YOU MICHAEL!" I hear a girl yell.

"I love you too. Now I'm gonna turn this over to Motionless In White." I say and I walk off stage and hand the mic to Chris.

Ricky comes up to me and kisses me.

"I love you so much" He says and I kiss him again.

"I love you more" I say.

"Not possible" He says and I laugh.

"Come on stage with me" He says and I shake my head.

"This is your time." I say but drags me on stage anyway.

"WHO THE FUCK IS READY" Chris yells and suddenly I feel light headed.

Someone hands me a mic and they start playing reincarnate.

When it was my turn I felt myself collapse and I hear screams.

"MICHAEL" I hear someone yell before I completely black out.