What happened to forever? (Ricky Olson)

Chapter 1

Hi my names Michael! Yes I'm a girl. My parents wanted a boy but had me instead so my life has been hell.

Anyway I was on my way to see Motionless In White and I was so excited I hope they remember me.

I pulled up to the venue and showed the guard my pass and he let me in and I ran to the barricade.

After the opening acts Motionless in White comes on and my eyes met Ricky's and I smiles which caused him to blush I don't know why.

Chris looked between me and Ricky and he blushed even harder.

"Aw little Ricky has a crush" Chris said and everyone laughed but me and I looked at Chris.

"Not funny okay" He says.

"This song is called Immaculate misconception but... We are going to pic one lucky fan to seng with Ricky." He says and looks at me.

"How about you" He says pointing to me.

"You can't be fucking serious" I say and he laughs and someone pushed me and I turn and punch them and turn back to Chris and he had his hand out.

I hesitated before I grabbed his hand and he pulled me on stage and handed me a mic.

The song started and I started to shake.

Chris: What the fuck?

Put your teeth to the curb, 'cause right now I'm gonna stomp your fucking face in
I hope you drown in all the cum you fucking swallow, to get yourself to the top
You're just a trend, just a fucking disease,How could you look at yourself in the mirror?
You stand for nothing and your heart is untrue
Every single thing about you's just a clone of the last you
All I want is to reach someoneto say something that could change their life forever
To let them know they're not alone, you're not alone
So many people wanna see me fail,
So fucking clever but I'll spit in your face
I'll make sure you remember me.

Me and Ricky: If all these words you speak of meant a thing

I'd take back all the lines against you that I sing
But I know that there's nothing real inside
Your heart's invested in feeding everyone lies
I've seen so many of you come and go,
That's 'cause your in it for all the wrong fucking reasons
You can't expect to live off of those lies and survive.

After that part the song stopped and everyone looks at me.

"What?" I ask.

"You have an amazing voice" Ghost says and I nod.

"Good to know" I say and hand Chris the mic and walk off stage and out of the venue.

"I shouldn't have came back" I say to myself and walk to my car.

I get in and just sit there.

I put my head on the steering wheel.

I knew I liked Ricky but I don't know part of me wishes I didn't come but I came to see him again.

I got out of my car and started to walk around and I lit a cigarette.

Before I knew it I heard the show end and everyone started piling out and giving me dirty looks.

"Glad to know I'm loved" i whisper and I keep walking around until everyone is gone and I start to head to my car but feel someones hand on my shoulder and I turn to see Chris.

"Hey Michael" He says and I smile slightly.

"Wow you actually remembered me" I say and he laughs.

"How could I Ricky wouldn't stop talking about you" He says and I nod.

"So why did you stop me?" I ask and he smiles.

"Wanted to see if you wanted to finish tour with us." He says and I nod.

"But what about my car and I need clothes." I say.

"We can follow you to your house." He says and I sigh and I nod.

I walk to my car and he points to the bus and I drive in front of it.

I start driving slowly and the bus follows me.