* Jaays pov *
Beep beep beep
I groan as my alarm goes off " ugh " i throw the cover over my head I don't wanna go to school I'm not in the mood for anybody. All people do is lie and make you open up and then break you and I completely blame myself for it .. relationships are really full of shit why put all your time and effort into somebody just for them to hurt you they're a waste of time I could be happy as fuck right now but no I decided to feed into her lies and believe everything and fall for her .. and I completely put myself in that situation and i'm broken and I can't do shit about it but watch her be happy with my " sister " it's crazy that she would fuck me over knowing we have nobody but each other and I just have to force myself to be hap- "BEEP BEEP BEEP " my alarm goes off again and I finally decide to get up i go in the bathroom and do my hygiene then i go look around in my closet " hmm" I grab some black joggers and a white shirt thats cut on the sides and says ' Don't fuck with me I grab my bag and go downstairs to see chris and jaylen hugged up on each on the sofa I go to the kitchen and act like they're completely not there I put on my earphones and turned my music all the way up listening to Young M.A karma krys
"Uh, driving through Brooklyn sipping this Hennessy
I knew this break up would get to me eventually
I'm all drunk and shit, look what you did to me
I wonder if you still love me or even missing me
Or even mention me
Fucking these bitches ain't helping my pain mentally
Only physically
Cause I don't love em I don't give a fuck about em
They only good for a nut, shit I'm better off without 'em" I rap the lyrics nodding my head making breakfast
"You got me smokin' this black
thinking sippin' this yach
Mind racing now I'm mad
Now I'm grippin' this gach
Somebody else making you smile I can't live with that
Somebody else holding you down I can't live with that
You, out of my world I can't live like that
See I was just fu*cking them girls I was gon' get right back
I swear I was gon' get right back
How you gon' ride around in someone else whip like that
Fu*ck around and get a dike b*itch clipped like that " ( read the lyrics don't skip them😭💀)I slammed the glass cup on the floor as I rapped the last part feeling a tear slide down my face .. im over reacting we weren't even together I'm just hurt because i opened up and I never fucking open up I was honest I told her a her honestly how i felt about her and she didn't give a fuck she never fucking gav- I felt a slight tap on my shoulder and turned around to see chris I couldn't hear shit she was saying because the music was so loud and I'm guessing she realized that when I started to walk away from her because I got pulled back she took my headphones out and stared at me " I'm Sorry " I look at her and chuckle slightly " If I come Break ya fucking face is saying sorry gonna fix it? Nope it takes time for that and It might still be fucked up " she looked down " but its been weeks since we have tal-" " Shut the fuck up yo why act like you even care you were lying the whole time about wanting me when you knew you didn't bruh actually YO JAYLEN COME GET YOUR BITCH " I yelled brushing past her putting my headphones in and turning my music up As I walk out the house I was stopped again by my dear sister " Jaay it's been weeks.. I know what I did was wrong but we're sisters " " and you as my sister should've known not to do no fucked up shit like that " I say brushing
Pass her " you were chasing someone that never wanted you I helped " I pause and turn to face her " Haze is back " I smirk at the frightened look on her face and get in my car
Something small but just know that drama is fucking coming ❤ guys
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Sorry for mistakes ❤️🤦🏾♀️ bye babes
