Chris pov
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I sighed and through my phone to the ground.. thats the fucking 30th time I called Jaay today not including the past couple of days . She hasn't been answering her phone she hasn't called me , she hasn't texted me none of that and I feel like I'm going crazy without her . Why does shit have to be like this .. what can I do ? I tell her I'm sorry and I give her me fully . I give her what she's always wanted I fall in love with her and that's still not good enough . It's been 4 weeks man thats damn near a whole month . I left jaylen and that sight wasn't pretty .
* Flashback *
That morning I woke up and stared into the eyes of the love of my life . She looked so pretty . She always does especially in the morning . " were you watching me sleep " I asked looking at her smiling . She laughed " ain't nobody was looking at your ugly ass " she said rolling her eyes . I flicked her off" whateverr nigga whatever " I sat up and she pulled me back down and cuddled into me . " where you going " she asked rubbing my sides up and down " I'm going to do something I should've been done Jaay I truly am sorry for everything I've done to you .. we were kids and I was hurt so I felt as if I could do something like that .. Chris I've honestly always loved you so fucking much no matter how crazy you were .. you crazy but I'm a lunatic but anyway yeah I always have Loved you it just took me a while to see that and now I really don't wanna be without you . I should've married you. I should've just loved you with everything instead of hurting you and I just want you to be mine " She looked right in my eyes and kissed me but it wasn't just a regular kiss it was a deep passionate kiss filled with everything . When she pulled away I instantly missed her touch. I sat up put my clothes on and walked into the kitchen I made a quick breakfast and walked across the hall to jaylen's room . " I stepped in and the bitch that she was with last night was in there making breakfast she was saying something to me but I walked into the room they we were in and started packing my stuff " hey babe you already done coo- oh shit " she said staring at me " yeah oh shit it is muthafucka " she stared at me and I just started packing my stuff " babe come on I'm sorr- " she touched my shoulder and a swung at her slapping the shit out of her . She then gripped my neck and slammed me against the wall " now chris you have no right to be mad when you've been fucking my sister " I laughed " yeah and she fucks me better than you ever will you've been cheating on me since the day you claimed I was yours jaylen I have every right to be mad " she punched me in my face and let my neck go making me fall to the floor .I tackled her to the floor and she fell to the ground and punched her in the face repeatedly and looked her in the eyes while doing it and her nose started leaking . The girl came in there and started screaming loudly and I guess that got jaay up because she came in eating the food a made her just watching ... Thats my baby . When I was done I got up and jaylen just looked at me and laughed . Stupid ass bitch I continued to grab all my clothes and jaay and jaylen ended up taking the plane for later that day and I waited till the next day
* flashback over *
Ever since then I haven't heard from anyone . When I got back here I saw all jaylens things gone and the papers confirming that we are no longer married .. this is so fucked up man . I have nothing and nobody . I put my head in my hands and my phone began to ring from and unknown number " hello " I said and jaays smooth voice rang through the phone " chris it was a set up " I looked at my phone confused " jaay shut up I need to talk to y-" she cut me off " since the time that you told everyone that I had a dick in high school me and jaylen have been setting you up you were suppose to fall for chris you were suppose to get married you were suppose to find those phones you were supposed to find her in the hotel room with the other girl you were suppose to fall in love with and you were suppose to be alone but my feelings got so involved with you everything was real baby .. chris I do love you .. I love you with everything in me but I am a fucked up person who holds grudges and hates people who puts me through shit I will never love anyone like I loved you I'm in Love with you but .. I can't let it go . " I heard chuckling in the background assuming it was jaylen " I'm pregnant " the last thing I heard was the 3 beeping sounds and I realized .. I was always gonna be alone . I will never have my way and I fucked that up for myself for one thing one little slip up caused everything to fall over . Never again.
The end
Disrespectful ? Yeah I know but it was great writing this book my heart is broken right now . 😭 they did chris grimey and i feel as empty as she does . But thanks for all the support ypu guys have given me I really appreciate it I Love you guys so much for just being here and riding this wave with me . Muahhhhhh 😘😘
