Chapter 67: None of Them Know

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-I hate myself for how unrealistic this is-
"Katie." Abby caught my attention again as for my mind was everywhere racing with questions. "Your mom was headed to the airport in an Uber coming home. Another driver next to the car was drunk driving and they swerved on the road smashing their car into your mother's."

At this point I'm balling my eyes out. Tears I've been holding in for weeks are finally being freed. "Is she okay! Please tell me she okay! Please! I need to know!" I begged

"She's alive." Abby assured my hugging me to comfort. "She's in critical condition... In a coma. But she's alive."

I continued to ball my eyes out but I was certain about one thing. I'm seeing my mom today. I'll find a way, I just need to see her. "Can we please go to her?" I asked. At this point I'm one hundred perfect traumatized. I'm sobbing and trembling uncontrollably and if I don't slow down my breathing pretty soon I'm going to hyperventilate.

"We'll be on the first flight to Dallas, I promise. Just please Katie calm down everything is going be all right." She said this but I just simply cannot control myself. "Honey I know how it is. It's hard right now I know. Everything is going to turn out all right though. Because your mom is fighting for you. She's not going to give up."

We sat on the sidewalk for a good thirty minutes. Abby comforting me the whole time. Eventually we went into the office. Abby blocked out the cameras and didn't let anyone question me.

Right now I'm sitting in the office alone. I can feel the residue from my tears still on my cheeks. Abby is talking to D and they are trying to sort everything out. When we walked inside Maddie had tried to run up to me but Abby just shooed her away. I don't know what's going to happen at this point. I can't cry anymore I'm just emotionally drained at this point.

As far as I know the meet and greet is being delayed. I'm most certainly not doing it, so it'll probably just be Maddie. I'm partially sure they're just going to cancel the whole thing. I don't really care though. All I care about in the world right now is being with my mom. Everything else is so far from my brain.

I've never been so utterly mad at anyone. I'm mad at the person that crashed into my mom because they were being stupid. They put my perfectly innocent mother into a coma because they were drunk driving. I'm mad at my mothers ex husband for making her go down there for court. At this point I'm not even going to dare call him my father. But above everything else I'm mad at myself. If I wasn't born in the first place my mom would've never had to go to Dallas to battle over my custody. She would've never been in that Uber. She would not even be in coma right now. I ruin everything and I'm probably never going to be able to forgive myself.

A bunch of people's lives would be better without me. Maddie would still be the favorite with her unbroken first place streak. The other moms wouldn't fight about me. I wouldn't be taking opportunities from other girls on the team. Liv wouldn't have to deal with us always being apart. Why do I have to ruin everything?

I just keep sitting on the couch lost in my own thoughts. "Katie, Guys is going to pick up our stuff from my house and bring it here. He's going to come back here and bring us to the airport, okay?" Abby walking in making sure to speak gently to me.

I give a slight nod troubled with my thoughts. I'm going to see my mom. She has to be okay. For me and for everyone else.

"Is Maddie okay?"

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