It's hard to do anything. I have so many things in my mind and it's so hard to feel a certain emotion. I feel like absolutely nothing when I have certain thoughts.
I tried playing a game to keep my mind off of it and I made my team mates pissed because I didn't play "good" enough. So this one ally kept pinging me and was mad. He/she seemed mad.
I'm listening to music and it's helping a little but not that much. My head hurts..
I tried watching an anime I enjoyed, but I didn't feel the mood to watch or do anything.
It annoys me why I feel this way when I think. And it seems to hard to keep my mind off of it.
