The Boy That Changed My Life.

Ch.9

I let go of him. We were on the student parking lot almost to class but not the classroom area. I walk back a few steps and not looking at him in the face. We were alone in the cold. No one here to stop us but the cold wind breathing though our ears. My heart beating rapidly. I want to stop but the question rung repeatily "why does he want me?"

"What's wrong?" he asks.

I became nervous to ask him. Or what his secret is. I feel like I'm doing something wrong but its right. I am just going to get to the point.

"Why do you like me?" I ask him. My heart beating. I feel like crying.

"What?"

"I SAID WHY DO YOU LIKE ME?!" I yell. My tears running. I'm wiping my tears with his sweater. I just want to take this off but I'm cold as hell. He said nothing. He just stood there. He walked to me slowly. When he was close he opened his arms for a hug. He isn't telling me anything. He hugged me. But that isn't working for me this time. I push him. I took of his sweater and threw it to him. I walked up to him and snatched my bag.

"Don't talk to me Grey." I walked away.

"But Celine-" he said I didn't let him finish.

"You had your time. You probably got what you wanted. Good bye Grey." I walked away. I'm not even going to class I'm going home. But I'm back to hungry. It was sunset and now the clouds have come. Grey. Full of grey color. I stopped tearing up. I hear thunder clouds. I hear droplets of rain starting. I don't want to run. I hear cracks. I put my hand on my heart and close my eyes. Its broken. Well, Grey. The boy that changed my life. I wish he was gone.

He vandalized all over my heart. He drew on it for fun and is waiting for trouble. My heart is broken I feel like crying but I'm not. I just want to cry and cry but I can't. I have millions of questions like why didn't he say anything? Why did he try to hug me? Why did he save me? Why?

It started pouring rain. It became dark out. There is still school. No one outside. It raining but it made me feel refresh. I made it home. No one was home. I came early so I'm here alone. I went to my room and sat in front of the window. I opened it to I can hear the rain. When I opened the window, the wind came to me.

"That wasn't what you were supposed to do." The wind said. The exact voice that told me Grey had a secret.

"Well, you helped me with something different. He doesn't love me."

"Close your eyes and let me heal you." She says. I closed my eyes and attempted to not think about Grey. But I couldn't stop thinking about him, the way he looked at me, he way he laughed. I smiled.

I see myself in a white empty room. Grey is standing in front of me. I run to him but when I hug him he was gone. I look again, around me and a huge mirror appeared. I walk up to the mirror to see myself. I lift my right hand and place it on the mirror.

"You didn't have to do that." I see myself speak but it wasn't me. It was my reflection.

"Yes I did. You questioned me to question him. He didn't reply to my questions. He broke me." I say.

"He had too much feeling. And I meant secret not feelings."

"Then tell me. He won't tell me his secret or how he feels. You made me break up with him. It was all your fault."

"I'm you. I'm your inner self. You had all these questions that you didn't want to convey."

"No, the first person I have ever loved is the most attractive person I have ever seen, I wanted to stay with him longer."

"But him being so high standard, you had to question him but you didn't let yourself. You kept it in till I told you be careful."

"Are you calling me ugly?"

"Yes."

"Hey!"

"I'm you. This is you talking to yourself."

"Right, I forgot."

"Now wake up and go get him."

"YEAH!" I yell with excitement. I want him so bad. I attempt to close my eyes and think of waking up. But its harder than it looks. I open my eyes to ask myself but the mirror was gone.