I wish you knew the pain i feel.
The one you said that is not real!
Inside my mind there is no rest,
From this constant interrogation fest.
Oh my mind is not strong,
And all its assumptions i know are wrong!
But inside there is one who lurks,
To destroy my mind is how it works.
The demon laughs behind my eyes,
Plans to bring on my demise!
Putting thoughts inside my head.
Will this torture ever end?
Oh i do not wish to be missed
For my mind is always pissed
I am stuck in this dismay
I just want to go away
You can't see the devious smile
All dressed up in helpless style.
This is not who i want to be.
Why can't i be safe from me?
Thoughts inside my head go wild
Creating worlds as a playing child
I will not believe the truth
For my mind will be aloof.
Asks for help a nonstop plee.
All who listen disagree.
Who i am i do not know,
Although i feel i could blow!
Through your eyes you cannot see
What this pain has done to me?
But don't worry it's okay,
I will try another day.
And may that day be tomorrow,
I pray you to feel no sorrow.
