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Dear blog (okay this needs to stop comment down below how I should start),

Callie again. I've been thinking about deep things. You know, existential crisis kind of deep things. Like why do we exist? What's the point of anything if we're just going to die? It's been kind of spiralling me into a black hole, and I'm trying to get out of it.

Okay, it's been a little while, and I don't know if I've figured it out, but I've got some idea. I feel like life's about the little sparks of happiness that you get when enjoying things. Like eating really good food. Or discovering someone who has the same music tastes as you (which is really hard because my music is a mess). Or having someone tell you you're pretty. Or jumping into a cold pool on a hot day. Or drinking hot chocolate in winter with too-big sweater hands. Or exchanging a smile with a friend. Or making that shot in water polo. Or discovering an amazing artist. Or reading a good book. Or laughing so hard you cry. And a million other little things that are what life's about for me.

Okay. I'm weird. I'm an optimist, but I have bad moods a lot. I smile when I'm sad on the inside. My two favourite artists are completely different. One is an indie Canadian synth-pop kind of female singer with unique instruments. The other is a well known Canadian male singer with guitar, piano and drum sounds who is the 11th most listened to singer on Spotify. I don't know if you've heard of them. LIGHTS and Shawn Mendes.

I mean, what the absolute hell Callie! Why do you love two artists whose only similarity is that they're both freaking Canadian!

I'm pretty sure it's because I have a thing about variety. I can never stay on one thing for long. I get bored with one best friend, one favourite food, one idol. Let's just say, this can sometimes be the crappiest thing ever. I've lost best friends because I don't give them my full attention. In fact, there was this one girl who I was great friends with except we broke apart because she wanted me to sit next to her in every class and I didn't want to. I prefer a big group of people then one close friend. In fact there's only three people that I can think of right now who I would prefer to talk to alone then in a group. One is my absolutely amazing friend who I'm going to call Sarah, who I've known since year five and actually told me about Wattpad. In fact, she's probably reading this. The second is my good friend who I'm going to call Zara. She's is the one of the most interesting and nicest person that I've ever met. The final person I'm going to call Lucy, and she's the only person I've met who shares exactly the same music taste as me. She also does this hilarious accent that makes me cry with laughter.

Okay now that I've finished my personal shrine to some of my favourite people, lets talk about funny things.

Tumblr posts, Australia themed Instagram accounts, impressions that I actually get, puns (Sarah is the pun queen), Thomas Sanders vines, inside jokes, funny faces, my class chat, when people mishear things (mostly me), infectious laughter, the judges faces on any got talent, song parodies, Dan and Phil, Shawn Mendes freaking out over snow on his Snapchat, Cards Against Humanity, pranks, TheGabbieShow, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, rom-coms, outrageous conspiracy theories, funny books, childhood art and writing (once you get past the cringe) and past embarrassing stories (again about the cringe).

I have way too many embarrassing stories, like the time I was doing my first MASH last year and my crush (then and now) walked up and saw his name on there, and asked me what I was doing (I freaked out, leant over the paper and yelled nothing in his face). I still cringe :/

One of my good friends who I'm going to call Henna (vote if you get the 'The Rest of us Just Live Here' reference [just joking]) is obsessed with Taylor Swift, and she got me obsessed with 'I don't wanna live forever', from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack, but I don't want to tell anyone about it, because people will be like 'why are you listening to the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack?' and they'll be all judgy about it. Yeah, I have a real problem with judgy people. There is one girl who I've known since Year 5, who I'll call Jess, who I had the unfortunate luck of having her in the same high school as me. She is the most judgy person I've ever met, and every problem I've had with bullying is because of her.

But let's not think about the sad stuff. I'm on holiday, and I told myself that I wouldn't think about Jess. Let's think about holidays and Christmas. Do you guys celebrate Christmas, or Hanukkah, or something else? Did you see Christmas lights? Where's the best place you've been on holiday? I think I'm going to New York after New Years. Do any of you live in New York? What are your New Years traditions?

Who am I kidding. My only readers are my two close friends who comment a bunch of stuff in my stories so I feel loved. Well thanks Sarah and Zara (it feels so weird not calling you by your proper names, but you probably know who everyone in this story is because I've used their initials)

If your still reading, thanks for staying this long. Really, I expected everyone to leave once I said the word 'crush', thinking that this was going to be just another teen girls blog about how cute a bunch of boys are. Well, you may be right, but I'll try to make it more then that. I'll try to make this blog a shrine for music, embarrassing stories, celebrities, jokes, random crap and descriptions of my weird ass life. There may be some boy stuff too XD

Random thought of the blog:

Every day someone is the most scared person of the day

QOTB: Who here is going to check out LIGHTS or Shawn Mendes in my sake (no lol what's your favourite song)?

Also I just realised I stole the entire blog concept from Sarah's Wattpad iknowwrite so check her out as a repayment please <3

Thanks internet,

Callie ;)