Habits Of My Heart.

Let Me Love You.

For the past few weeks Abel and I have been hanging out at Starbucks After school but he leaves on Thursdays early so he can go to parties. Hmm I wonder how he is at parties....

Well he asked alot of questions and I answered alot of questions like "What's your favorite music?"
"What's your favorite book?"
Especially the questions when you want to know someone.

But Me? Does he like me too?

"Hey Katherine just in time. Need help with Mr. Walker's Homework?"
"Yeah I'm confused by what the meaning of the story is"

I sit there sipping my drink while staring at him. He bites his lip and he sits up straight.

"Well basically the story is about two lovers but they can't be together because the girls father is scared that the guy will hurt her and it says at the beginning he lost his wife already he can't lose his daughter or see her hurt.
So basically her father thinks the boyfriend is a bad boy that would use her.......and he doesn't want to lose his daughter....Just like that Song by whatever his name is Justin....Dang it I had it...
"Justin Bieber?"
"Yeah that guy.....The song is As Long As You Love Me."
"It's a good song just not the artist hehe"
"Yeah....Hmmm..."

For a few seconds he is just staring at me and then he looks at my lips.
"You wanna go to the park or?"
"Yeah let's go. Thanks for helping me understand the story."
"Yeah no problem."

He smiles and he gets his book bag while I'm up with all my stuff.

"Okay where do you like to go instead of the park."
"Hmm The mall...the movies..."
"Do you want to see a movie? I heard the movie I wanted to see is up there now"
"Uh....Sure."

I smile alot and we both head to my house.
Oh my god I just hope he likes me 🌹

"How about tonight at 7?"
"Yeah that's a good time"
"Well I'm gonna get some sleep I'll meet you there."

My eyes go Very wide as he kisses my cheek and leaves. I just watch him disappear down the street.

Later that night

"That movie was amazing holy god"
"Heh"
I giggle as he smiles back at me.
He puts his hands in his pockets.

"So what now Abel?"

We walk down a sidewalk while talking about the movie and suddenly he puts me in a alleyway, against the brick wall.

"Abel?"
"Shhh...."

Hes so close to my face that I'm actually kinda nervous of what he is going to do.
I see him looking at my lips and he pins my arms over my head.

"Im not going to hurt you so don't worry...."
"Okay...."

He holds both my arms down with one hand while he touches my soft lips.

"Katherine i....."

He looks at my eyes and then my lips again.
He hesitates but then he kisses me.
My heart is beating so fast and I'm kissing him back without hesitation.

He let's go of my arms and he holds my face.

"Katherine....I think I'm love with you"
" I am too 😶"

He holds my face as he deepens the kiss.

After A few years they separate when he moved away. He asked her out the next day after the Kiss.  For Being together for a while they knew that they will make it and after he moved she told him she wasnt going to leave his side. They kept in touch for a long time. Her feelings still remained for him. She moves to a city where he is at now but she can't seem to find him in the large city of Seattle. So she calls him but no answer. After a week she started to give up. Everything changes after she finds out a little secret of his- where abouts and where he works.
Later that evening she calls him.