Habits Of My Heart.

Yeah, I Said It.

Sitting down in a chair, as I drink while Katherine is out for a check up at the doctors. Please Don't Be Pregnant....I don't want her to run again.
I think while I cross my ankle over the top of my knee and I drape my arm over the chair as I hold my glass of Bourbon
I hear the bedroom door open and I see Katherine in a nice dress that goes nice wtih her curves, I look at her with a paper in her hand.
"Babe you okay? You look stressed." She walks to me as I stay silent.
I take another sip of Bourbon and I stare at her still mute.
"Abel? Are you pissed at me?" She frowns standing in front of me
"No, Baby." I say quietly
"Well the check up went well. This pill is working babe and I'm healthy...." She smiles trying to lift my spirit
Oh her little smiles are adorable...it does make me melt.
I finally smile at her and I put the glass down so I can hug her
"I Don't Want To Share You Baby...."I hug her waist and I put my head on her breasts, She runs her fingers through my hair
"Babe I know you want to wait" She looks down at me
I shut my eyes hugging her tighter
"Baby...have you made up your mind?" "Abel what about this place?"
"I can sell it or well keep it" I look at her "What about...this?" She puts her left hand infront of me with the proposal ring
"We can continue that. We can talk about it later." I Stand up straight to  kiss her softy

Fuck is she really ready for this?

"I had a hard day of work....we should go get something to eat" I kiss her cheek
I fix my tie and I head to the door, which she grasps my arm
"Abel...stay here and relax. I'll cook something for you Babe." Awe...Baby...
I turn to her kissing her soft lips and I look at her
"That's sweet of you Baby. Yeah let's just chill"
"Hehe" She goes downstairs while I get into something a bit more comfortable... Jeans
Literally fucking tired
I head downstairs as I look on my phone checking for notifications and nothing but weather statements.
Katherine talks from the kitchen but in a loud voice so I can hear her
"Babe the weather looks bad outside."
"Yeah its going to be storming all night...that's what it said with the weather."
"Oh...Just normal weather for Seattle."
I smile at her words and I sit at the island in the middle of the kitchen as I watch her cook.
She puts music on to keep her focused on the cooking but I don't exactly know what she is making.....so I get side tracked as I get on my phone for a while as she cooks.

I see her with a spoon and I turn my attention to her. Hmm...She looks so...
"Babe want to taste?" She comes to me with a spoon full of tomato sauce
I nod at her and I take a taste which tastes very good and done.
"Baby that is good...May I ask what you are cooking?" I smile at her and she walks back to the stove
"It's a secret hehe..." I am quite sure it is pasta "Babe go to your study I left you something in there" She winks at me
Oooh...I wonder
I turn around on my heels making a headline for my study and I come in finding a white rectangular box with a red bow
Hmm what is in this box?
I carefully pull one the box's ribbons and open the box ever so slowly, which I find a note above what looks to be a mask and a tie.

What is she planning? Hmm
I read the note quickly showing that after dinner might be a good time or which it certainly will. We are getting very close again which is great I just can't mess up again.
I walk back downstairs and I go to her
"Katherine....What are you planning tonight" I hug her from behind and she bites her lip
"It's a surprise" She winks at me and turns around planting a kiss on my lips.
Oh you little tease...

After a few we get our plates and sit at the table as we talk about future plans about Us. She hopes for a family but later certainly because we are not ready. I tell her to keep up with her pill until we are ready I grasp her hand and kiss her knuckles knowing everything should be fine for now on.
I go wash dishes and she goes upstairs getting herself ready for me while I do them.
Thinking as I get the last two glasses done and putting them away, I get a text which I check quickly.