Habits Of My Heart.

Blame.

Abel kisses her softy as he slowly bends down between her legs and he pulls her short silk dress up
"Abel again?"
"Yes...I want you." I can never get enough of her. Katherine.....just let me.
I can feel her hips buck up as I pull her panties down quickly
"You always want me..." She says sarcastically and she bites her lip
"Yes I do. Stop biting your lip...."He says unzipping his pants
"I missed you this morning." She smiles and starts Unbottoning his shirt
"I certainly missed you. That meeting was dreadful and very uneasy for me because all in my mind was....you" I simply help with my shirt and I put it in the floor with the rest of my clothes.
"Awe....Well..." I stare into her eyes trying to think what to do
"Well what?" She kisses me softy twice before she pulls a condom from the nightstand
"Pill still not in effect yet?" I touch her lips with my index finger
"No sadly." She grabs my hand and sucks on the tip of my finger
"Awe too bad...Goddammit I really hate condoms!.....I hate condoms baby..."
"I know but one more week" A Week?! Oh Come On!
She sucks harder making me stare at her
"Ready?" She wraps her legs around his waist quickly. Shes Always Ready.

Abel smiles at her and she let's his hand go
"Can I put it on?" She tears the packaging of condom with her teeth carefully.
"Yes you can...." He watches her and he tenses up as she grabs hold of him while she rolls it on him
"Hmm...so I was thinking...."
"Yes?" I wonder what she is thinking. Hopefully not about the job again.
I stare at her in curiosity and I rub the top of her thighs.
"About the job...why can't I get the job?" Dammit... She grabs a strand of her hair and twirls it around her finger as she looks into my eyes
"Katherine...Look I want to take care you....I don't want you to be stressing about anything. I want you to relax and-" She looks away making me stop at my sentence. Sigh what am I going to do? I can't keep her locked up here she is bored out of her mind....
"I want to work Abel... you can't keep me locked up here." She rolls her eyes while crossing her arms
"Katherine...I do not-" I watch her get up abruptly. Kat...Don't...I don't want to fight about this.

She heads straight for the closet and all I hear is a "Click". Dammit.
"Katherine please I don't want to fight about this." I try setting things right but she stays quiet
"Kat...Come out...." I try the knob and a knock at the door "Baby please..."
I give up running a hand through my hair

I get dressed and I dispose the Condom which was a waste. Dammit what a waste...last one!
She finally comes out but all dressed up like she is leaving somewhere.
Where is she going?
"Kat...Where are you going?" She keeps looking down and she heads for the door
"Kat!" I grab her hand and she looks at me
"Where are you going?" She pulls her hand away
"It doesn't matter! There's nothing to do here! I feel like you are keeping me here so I can take care of the house....what because that's what I'm supposed to do?!" She yells at me and starts walking downstairs
"Katherine!" She ignores me and keeps walking. Is she leaving... me? Fuck....no....
I grab her and I put her against the wall
"Let go" She says while scowling
"No...Katherine I'm not locking you up here! If you want the job then do it! I just wanted you to have more time before you did work!  I need to tell her about the studio... her studio.... There's a room in this house that I want you to see! It was a fucking surprise!" I walk her to the library and I open a locked door. Why is she so silent?
"Here it is....the surprise...I thought you wanted to follow your dream so I gave you a studio!" I stare into her eyes and walk in looking at the whole room. Soundboard. New Macbook. Dj Equipment. Headphones. Instruments.
Sound Booth.
Everything she needs to achieve her dream....
I watch her look around and her reaction is priceless. She looks like she is about to cry
"This Is all for you...."I simply leave the room and she looks down

Sigh I'm trying to help make her happy but she hates me giving her things without her working for them....she wants to do all this herself.
I watch her walk out and she heads towards me
"Abel please let me do all this myself....please..."
"Katherine this is my lifestyle. It has been for awhile. I want to make you happy." I start walking away so I can give her some space but she grabs my arm
"Abel don't leave...."She sniffles while she begs
"Katherine just go into the room and make music." I say sternly
"No I want to spend time with you....I'm sorry...I'm really want to work!" I look at her as I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear
"Baby its okay...I understand..."I kiss her forehead
"Abel...." She grabs hold of my tie and pulls me down to kiss her
"Katherine I'm going to give you some time to yourself"
"I don't want that!" She pleads
I'm starting to get agitated....she knows I won't leave her. Just some space.
She kisses me softy trying to change all this.
"Abel!?" I grab her and I put her over my shoulder quickly
"Katherine Enough! I had a hard day of work! I'm not leaving you for Christ's sake...I just thought you need some space for right now." I carry her to the studio
"Abel I want to spend time with you! Don't take me in there!" I put her down infront of the door
You Frustrating WOMAN!
I get so mad I begin kissing her for her to shut up. She kisses back while gripping my hair.
I put her against the wall as I caress her body and I start kissing her neck
"Abel..." I bite her neck while my hands travel up to her waist
She drives me fucking crazy.....
She grips my hair hard as I start sucking on her neck
"You...drive...me fucking...." I stop and look at her
"You drive me.....Crazy.....Fucking making me..... Want to...." She calms down staring at me
"Ugh I need a drink..."I walk to my study quickly as she follow close behind. I'm going to lose it....I'm going to fuck her on my desk!
Once we enter I move some stuff off my desk and I put her on my desk as I rip her clothes off hungrily
"Now I'm Going to Make Sure You Are Mine! FUCKING MINE! IF I WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THEN I'LL GIVE YOU ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!" I untie my tie and following with taking the rest of my clothes off
"Abel...."She looks at me waiting
"Shhh....just you wait...Bad part is. I have no condoms so fuck it..." I position myself between her legs and I watch her finch as I immediately start but hard
"Abel!"I start kissing her neck as she's moaning loudly. That's it.........your mine!
I lay her down on the desk and she wraps her legs around my waist.
"I told you....You are Mine! I Take Care What's Mine!"
She arches her back off the desk as I go faster and harder but I pin her to that spot