Habits Of My Heart.

Waiting....

Mainly After a few months that Katherine started working we spent as much time together as we could but she would be busy most of the time. Certain times like this kinda make things hard on me. Seeing her every morning before we both leave for work kinda makes me hope I will see her when I get home. Except that I miss her...It's the weekend so this is the only time we have together during the week. I'm going to make things special for us.....

Looking at her from across the table she looks Beautiful but tired. It's been months....We haven't talked about a wedding yet. It was put back because we are so damn busy.

I can see she is tired....Shes looking at me with a stare of missing me...like when I first saw her here...

I smile warmly and she gets up sitting beside me making me look at her.
"Baby Are You Okay?" I look at her as she leans on me
"Im So Tired Abel...I Don't want To Work....Anymore..." I look at her and hug her
"You Can Leave Your Job Baby...You Can Take A Vacation. Work is Hard on Us...It's Been Hell Barely seeing you."
I kiss her hair and keep her close to me
"No..I want to stay home..." She looks at me
"Home? Baby...you are going to be bored all day" I kiss her softy
"Home with you. I'll take my work home. They saw what I can do! I have Friends that can help me Abel....I worked so hard to make these people happy...I want to make my own music" She smiles at me and my eyes go wide
"So...The Studio? Baby you got this....I'll support you" She shakes her head at me
"Abel I have money I got this...." I kiss her again and she kisses back
"Baby...You did everything you have to do now let me help you. I know alot of people as well very close friends of mine that made it." I peck her lips as I see our food coming
"Heh food...I'm going to call my boss tomorrow babe."
She sits back in her seat then takes a sip from her drink
"Well I at least I'll have my Baby at home again more...heh...Hmm By the Way we need to talk about....something that has been bothering me" I shift in my seat and look at her as her attention stays on me as they put our plates down.
"Something has been bothering you?" She looks at me as I thank the servers and I look at her
"Baby umm...we haven't put a exact date for us to get Married. You aren't wearing the ring either...or we should wait a little longer." I stare at her hand while I'm talking
She smiles and looks at her hand
"Well I put it up Babe i...I..." She looks down at her food "We should wait alittle...I would love a Spring wedding or maybe towards the summer....not cold you know...." I smile at her as she blushes
"Awe that's a idea Baby....We'll talk later" I take a bite of my food and stare at her

The next day after work, I come home to her not showing up. I loosen my tie and see a note on the counter.

Damn she should've been back home before me...Hmm maybe I should call to see where's she is at.

I take my phone out and call her but it goes to voicemail. I should just wait...she'll be home in a bit so I should probably order something for dinner while she is gone.
I hear my phone buzz and I swipe to answer
"Hello?" I think
"Abel Babe I might not be home until later.. hehe"
Her voice makes me smile
"Baby why? I was hoping in seeing you home and how late will you be?"
"Abel I'm quite busy with a few friends because they are having a little get together."
I hear females in the background then I hear a male talking to her
"Wait a second....I know hang on heh"
I hear Christian which I get a bit pissed
"Well Babe I have to go....Relax I Love You" Before I can respond she hangs up

Fuck...she's not going to be home....and that Christian guy is there. He better stay off my girl.....

I wait Hours until it's basically after 12 am and I call her to make sure everything is fine. I get a answer but I only hear something barely Audible, as soon as I'm able to hear what's going on I take it off speaker.
"Baby?" All I can hear is moaning and basically a guy groaning in pleasure.
"Oh Fuck No KATHERINE!" I stand up angry as fuck and I throw my phone against the wall.