One Love For You (Jikook)

Chapter 18: we know what we want

BTS had their rehearsal today. most of them are tired from over-pack schedules. well, obviously since they had a week off, so they had to catch up a lot for their comeback. seeing that everyone is tired, taehyung decided to prepare some snacks for the members. he walks towards the office's pantry. 

hoseok saw taehyung leaving. he glance at jungkook. 'why the hell is he staring at jimin that long?' he thought to himself as he sees jungkook keep stealing glances to jimin. jimin was so oblivious that he didn't notice about that. or maybe, he's to busy laughing at jin's dad jokes. 

hoseok decides to talk to taehyung. it's been so long and he knew he missed the boy so much! 

"urm... tae..." he leans on the pantry's door, greeting taehyung. obviously, he didn't know what to say... he just wanted to talk. 

taehyung was shocked. he knew that voice. his eyes gets teary. he never thought that he could hear those voice calling his name ever again. yes, taehyung never stopped loving hoseok. sometimes he felt guilty towards jungkook as they're dating but he still loves hoseok more. taehyung decided to not turn around. he's afraid that hoseok would see him teary. 

"...... yeah. do you need something, hyung?" he tried his best to make his voice as calm as he can. 

"i wanted to say sorry... its been too long... i've been stupid this whole time. i've hurt you when i should have not. i'm just jealous. seeing you with other guys makes me feels insecure. i'm not good looking, nor i have lots of money compared to those guys... i'm just... i'm scared of losing you. but i hhaven't realized that what i did, my actions makes me lose you. so... it's my punishment and i.... i'm happy that you're happy." hoseok was about to leave when taehyung throw a wet towel towards hoseok's head. it makes hoseok turn around real quick to see taehyung in tears. 

"JUST HOW STUPID COULD YOU BE JUNG HOSOEK?? DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT I'M THAT LOW CHASING MEN FOR THEIR LOOKS AND WEALTH?? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU?? HOW CAN YOU ACCUSE ME THAT WAY?? YOU'RE STUPID! FOOL! AND I HATE YOU!" taehyung shouts his heart out. 

"tae..... i know! i'm such a jerk for leaving you! i know that! and i regret every steps that i take... i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i'm sorry...." hoseok fall on his knees, crying. 

how much that hoseok wants to runs towards taehyung and hugs him theres no word to express that. but he can't. taehyung was no longer his. he belongs to jungkook now. 

"I wish for your happiness. i believe that jungkook is capable enough to make you happy" hoseok stands on his feet trying to leave. 

no

no 

no

taehyung screams in his heart. he didn't want hoseok to leave. but he knew, it's too late for him. hoseok have someone else too now. 

"........ i hope you're happy with jaebum hyung" taehyung mumbles but loud enough for hoseok to hear. hoseok froze at taehyung's word. he turns around in confuse. 

"i'm--- i'm not dating him." he didn't know why taehyung said that nor he didn't know why he's so eager to clear taehyung's misunderstanding. 

taehyung was shocked at hoseok's confessions. 

"but... you're... you're always with him! you're even living together! i thought-- i thought that--" 

"it's a lie. saying that i'm always going out with jaebum is a lie. i did stay at his place, but just for two weeks. then i rarely met him. i stayed with my noona." hoseok tried his best to explains himself to taehyung.